anne-arf

You were barely there for my wedding. You were barely there actually at my most critical times as I recalled. You whined your heart out, these days, makes me wonder, hidup kau tak boleh susah sikit ke? You have so many people who love you and are willing to go the extra miles for you but if you still can't be grateful for that, and susah sikit for these people, you're leaving yourself dry of in the future . I don't know if complaining of every single damn thing that doesn't go your way was a coping mechanism or not, but if it was, that was a hell of a negative coping mechanism. If you bothered taking some time to pause when you were whining, you could have clearly seen that you have got everything, that the shortcomings that you weren't happy about, were negligible, that fears can be overcame by facing it. I've decided to leave you in your bubble at this point of time. Hope it pops soon because I am sick of it. I'm moving forward. This isn't the first time I felt that you're selfish. And I don't want to be so rotten inside every single time I think of you . Sayangkan orang, tinggal-tinggalkan. You're wearing selfish like it's your skin now. Let's see how that works out.