The Amber Fang

If anyone followed me for the consistent reblog queue that I had going a while ago, I’ve been doing that over on a secondary blog: @theemberflare. I started to feel weird about having my personal journal entries being mixed with discourse and politics in the same blog, especially when I was interacting with that stuff on a rare occasion. Like, I’m preempting the possibility of toxic individuals digging through my journals after disagreeing with something I’ve posted.

Eh, still not feeling like writing much. Partially because I don’t want to talk about personal stuff, but also because stuff other than that personal stuff doesn’t really feel “important” enough to write extensively about. I don’t know; maybe that’s not quite the right way to put it. Maybe it’s more that my mind is going through significant shifts in priority, so it’s just kind of weird.

Argh. Still don’t really feel like writing (and figuring out how much of my own activities to write about). But I’ll still make sure to touch in with this blog to make sure I have an opportunity to write things out if I need to, even if I don’t. Though. I might not necessarily do it every day, as I’ve been missing a few lately.

I think I missed a journal entry yesterday? Eh, I don’t know. I haven’t been using Tumblr much recently, so it’s kind of out of mind, on top of me not feeling up to writing—or parsing how much personal information I’d want to share publicly. I’m kind of at a point where I could probably do with just journaling entirely in private to process my thoughts instead, so that I wouldn’t have to worry about managing that sort of stuff.

Things went pretty well today. Still don’t feel like catching up on what went on these past couple of days. Though, in some ways, maybe the things that have been going on lately are things I should be more wary about writing in detail online anyway.

Stuff happened today, and I’ve been really stressed out since. Not quite up for writing about it though.

My father came to check in on my progress with getting back to school, which I haven’t made any on beyond getting those transcripts a while ago. I think part of it is that I’m still intimidated about the whole idea of going to school again.

Been thinking about my own stories again lately. Otherwise, not much to write about. I guess I could get myself thinking about what I want to get on with doing, like writing maybe, but meh.

Not much that I feel like talking about; just a check it today.

Started a new Enter the Gungeon save file to record my progress through it. I even uploaded my first run of it onto Y*uT*be. The video is private, and I don’t intend on making it public (or even unlisted), but I’ve now successfully gone through that process. Actually didn’t even watch the thing before uploading it—and I still haven’t. Presently, I just don’t feel like that’s important to me. I’m mainly just interested in going through this process without any specific goals when it comes to, like, trying to get better at being entertaining or something.

I feel like I might have missed a journal entry yesterday. I’m not even sure, and I don’t especially care to check. I guess I’ve been kind of zonked out after the scramble to attempt to do the whole audition application thing.