For those who sent me a message about Shyland breaking up because they didn’t see Ryland, so this explains it. 

Dan Howell suppressed how he felt for years. In a drunken stupor, he lets his feelings act before his mind and finds himself in an agreement that he wasn’t sure if he completely liked. If it made Phil happy, though, he’d continue on. It got him kissed, got him off, but it didn’t get him loved. It stung, but in the heat of the moment, when their lips parted, Dan could only nod as Phil said, “And if anyone asks, you’re just my best friend.”

or

In which Phil gets a girlfriend, Dan is jealous, then Phil is sexually frustrated, so Dan gets him off.

nc-17

Words: 30k (hot damn sorry)

Warnings: cheating

Genre: smut and angst. some fluff. happy ending.

a/n: this fic is my baby and its done!!! pls enjoy. note that there are errors, I did not have a beta. and I tried to post this on tumblr, but it crashed my desktop tumblr 12 times!!!! I hope ao3 is ok

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 October 04th 2015, is was diagnosed with a very deadly high grade stage 4 appendix cancer. Studies show that even with treatment I have about 3% chance of beating this. for the most part chemo is doing a very good job shrinking the tumors, but the chemo will never be enough and eventually my body will build up a tolerance to it. In attempt to prolong my life for as long as possible, the surgeons want to open me up and try to remove everything that way. Unfortunately it’s a pretty spendy procedure, and my dad won’t put me on his insurance because he doesn’t want want anything to do with our family anymore, and my mom hasn’t been able to find a decent paying job for months and months, no matter how hard she tries. The hospital won’t do the surgery unless we have some sort of proof that we can pay the bills afterwards. If we don’t get the money, and I don’t get the surgery I have 2-3 months left to live. If you have any extra money it would mean the absolute world to me if you could donate to my gofundme.

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