Your Old Self
Do you ever miss your old self?
Where did that person even go?
That innocent smile
That whole hearted being
That cheerful chirpy you
That loving you
That happy you
Where did that person even go
I don't even recognise myself now
I don't even remember how I was back then
Is this supposed to happen to everyone?
Is this how you are supposed to show up everyday despite all
Nothing is same as before
Maybe things are happening for better
Maybe you learnt something throughout
Maybe this is how it was supposed to happen
You know all the maybes
But even then you just miss your old self
That innocent smile
That whole hearted being
That cheerful chirpy you
That loving you
That happy you !
Are you happy now?
It doesn't feel happy
It doesn't feel home
It doesn't feel as it used to
Something doesn't feel right
Something in you aches
Something in you is lost forever
Something just seems to feel off
Is it anybody's fault?
Maybe yes
Maybe not
But isn't it said that your outcome right now is based on your actions
But did you take those actions thinking about this outcome
Did you ever think this is how this will turnout to be
Maybe not
Definitely not
But again as it is said
Maybe things are happening for better
Maybe you learnt something throughout
Maybe this is how it was supposed to happen
One thing is for sure, you'll never return to being your old self again
Never ever
And maybe that's a good thing
You won't be all mess again in the future
