I hold myself in contempt!! *Explodes*

Hi~ I made some previous posts about my situation, but to summarize: I did a blood test in April for issues revolving my health, but when the results came in, it showed that my liver is failing, so I can't get proper treatment and have to get this treated on top of all my other issues... I just took another blood test on the 24 of july 2026 and is waiting on the results to visit a hepatologist after. I currently can't get a job and is on a waitlist for disability, but this is very urgent as my health is deteriorating rapidly...

I also have to pay for stuff like food and my therapy cat's health due to living with my abusive father who sometimes just decide that I don't deserve to be taken care of, even though I am disabled and he is my caretaker...

I currently reached my goal of 500$ with the help of a friend, for the hepatologist deposit; but I still need +275$ to be able to continue meeting with them..! If you can spare anything, including a few bucks helps, here is my ko-fi! I also have paypal. ([email protected]) If you can't help, I understand, don't worry about it! But please reblog for reach!

Thank you all so much for reading and I appreciate you all for the help! I am sorry...

Results of my first blood test

Yay I can post again

Hello! To summarize; I did a blood test in April, but when the results came in, it showed that my liver is failing, so I can't get proper treatment and have to get this treated on top of all my other issues... I need to take another blood test on the 24 of july 2026 and need 500$ for my visit to a hepatologist after. I currently can't get a job and is on a waitlist for disability, but this is very urgent as my health is deteriorating rapidly...

I'm trying to get 500$ by the end of july 2026! If you can spare anything, including a few bucks helps, here is my ko-fi! I also have paypal. ([email protected]) If you can't help, I understand, don't worry about it! But please reblog for reach!

Thank you all so much for reading and I appreciate you all!

Results of my first blood test

(guy who likes flowers) so i like the flower guys

blue’s wings are based on the african monarch/plain tiger butterfly, which i believe to be the species of his ‘mr butterfly’ gif sprite ! i talk abt it here

refs for a couple of these under the cut

So sorry, I haven't been online due to my health getting worse and being too tired to really be online, but this is still very urgent... As of may 15 2026 I got results for my blood and liver, and it's not good; my liver is failing and I also can't take prescribed medication due to this as well which I need as I am suffering from feet problems that make walking difficult...

I do take commissions, but due to my deteriorating health, they will take a LONG time (like over 3 months ;.;) and I am so sorry about this... I also have designs for sale on toyhouse if that's more your thing too!

Again I am so sorry for this but the hepatologist is around 2000$ and I am disabled, can't get a job, is currently living with my abusive father and have no friends or family to help me out.. I am currently on a waitlist to go on benefits and I am not sure if they will accept me; I also pay for my therapy cat's expenses as she most likely has blood cancer (low white blood cells) but we currently needed to make one last test and blood transfusion to check and if she does she has to see urgent care..

Please I am begging and I am so sorry again... Thank you all for reading and reblog if you can! Thank you.

Toyhouse folder with characters for sale

PP: [email protected]

Ko-Fi (commissions)

Proof of my liver failing/blood results

173$/2000$

UPDATE: On 06/12/2026 I had heatstroke but also was spewing blood from my mouth and feet...we were supposed to go to the hospital but we didn't go because I felt like a nuisance but alas...my health is getting worse and worse now.

UPDATE 2: Stopped getting help for 4 days now, it is 06/16/2026

informative post i made for instagram regarding the catastrophic earthquakes here in my country but i thought i'd share it here too

🆘🆘🆘PLEASE REBLOG IF YOU CAN'T DONATE!!! we are DESPERATELY trying to get more people to talk about this!!

Recently (24th of June, Wednesday) my home country Venezuela was hit by no one but two earthquakes of 7.2 and 7.5 of magnitude, according to the website Desaparecidos Terremoto Venezuela, around 70,000 people are still missing and there are 1,430 people dead and 3,238 injured confirmed by authorities. Many many many buildings have partially or completely collapsed and a lot of people are sleeping on the streets, many of them have lost all of their belongings, or worst, lost their families.

These twin earthquakes are ones of the most devastating that my country has ever seen in it's modern history, we were not prepare as a nation to face such tragery.

And yet, the response of solidarity within the country has been incredible and it brings me to tears to see how everyday day people, especially students and very young people, have organize to distribute food, water, clothes and more across the cities that have been most affected. There's still a lot people under the rubble and seeing groups of civilians taking people out, many times their own loves ones, with their own bear hands is very heartbreaking.

And so, we are in need of international solidarity more than ever. You can help by donating to:

- Hogar Bambi: "We are a private entity that provides shelter to babies, children and adolescents at risk" with the donations they're putting together and distributing kits with everything babies, children and teenagers affected may need (food, water, clothes, baby formula, cribs, you name it), they're also collaborating with the mexican rescue teams in the zones affected.

https://www.globalgiving.org/projects/integral-support-program-for-children/?fbclid=PAT01DUASut0hleHRuA2FlbQIxMABzcnRjBmFwcF9pZA81NjcwNjczNDMzNTI0MjcAAadqiG45UF7ZQzxUAZt7H31NKjrJPAku8fPYaVea6BbPuBG4x4dEzpuQAs3pBQ_aem_W-_-NmUZAYuq69dRq9znvQ

- Yummy rides: they're a big delivery food service in Venezuela that is helping people by giving free rides to hospitals and has now added a new feature in their app where locals can see the lists of things that collection centers are in need of and send the items they want to donate quickly with their delivery services.

- Tinta Violeta: "Feminist collective: Loving support for women, LGBTIQ+ people, girls, boys and adolescents experiencing gender-based violence" they're giving free psychological held to everyone that may need it but especially to women. They also have organize a collection center where they're receiving donations. They would soon be distributing pads, tampons, diapers and that type of very needed hygiene products along with the donations that they have received.

Staying informed, checking on your venezuelan friends and busting posts like these is another small way you can help us. The donations are going to be needed for quite some time due to the magnitude of the catastrophe so, if you can't donate right now, do it tomorrow, just make sure you do it.

just some humans hanging out. just some flowers hanging out. :]

So sorry, I haven't been online due to my health getting worse and being too tired to really be online, but this is still very urgent... As of may 15 2026 I got results for my blood and liver, and it's not good; my liver is failing and I also can't take prescribed medication due to this as well which I need as I am suffering from feet problems that make walking difficult...

I do take commissions, but due to my deteriorating health, they will take a LONG time (like over 3 months ;.;) and I am so sorry about this... I also have designs for sale on toyhouse if that's more your thing too!

Again I am so sorry for this but the hepatologist is around 2000$ and I am disabled, can't get a job, is currently living with my abusive father and have no friends or family to help me out.. I am currently on a waitlist to go on benefits and I am not sure if they will accept me; I also pay for my therapy cat's expenses as she most likely has blood cancer (low white blood cells) but we currently needed to make one last test and blood transfusion to check and if she does she has to see urgent care..

Please I am begging and I am so sorry again... Thank you all for reading and reblog if you can! Thank you.

Toyhouse folder with characters for sale

PP: [email protected]

Ko-Fi (commissions)

Proof of my liver failing/blood results

toyhouse forum

folder with characters

ko-fi

UPDATE: please I am begging I need 380$ before June 5th for my vet expenses I am so scared

I'm not a big fan of blue's design lol, he looked better in the concept art

Blossom is alright, she doesn't look very time appropriate which is a shame. But my redesign isn't either since I already like the original (kinda)

toyhouse forum

folder with characters

toyhouse forum

folder with characters

ko-fi