Its nights like this I wonder if what we had was real or was it only the fascination of the idea of being in love.

Love is strange. It’s an acute kind of loneliness, isn’t it? That constant yearning for the other person. That hunger. I didn’t think it was possible but there it was. It’s not pleasure but pain.

I love you –I do –but I am afraid of making that love too important. Because you’re always going to leave me…We can’t deny it.

The secret of happiness is: Find something more important than you are and dedicate your life to it.

If you forget everything else about me, please remember this. I walked down that street and I never looked back and I love you. I love you. I love you so much that I shall hate you for ever for today.

I go to sleep alone, and wake up alone. I take walks. I work until I’m tired. I watch the wind play with the trash that’s been under the snow all winter. Everything seems simple until you think about it. Why is love intensified by absence?

1. I am the whisper of the wind you hear blowing branches against your window at night 2. I am the bite of frost in winter, sending shivers down your spine and making your finger tips glow bright red 3. I am the smell of peach and vanilla in summer and the sun kissed skin of blonde blue eyed girls that taste like tequila and cheap cigarettes 4. I am that quote you see graffitied onto the boring red brick wall you pass on the way to your favourite smoke spot everyday 5. I am the cold water showers you take when you’re feeling anxious and the unnecessary smoke break you take when you’re stressed 6. I am a fallen leaf, red brown with seasonal change falling down to meet your foot on the path 7. I am a wilted, red rose growing in your garden that you’ll never pick 8. I am not her even when you want me to be, my brown eyes don’t glitter blue in the fading sunlight 9. I am fragile and strong at the same time, I am a warrior and the pain of your absence won’t break me 10. I am important no matter what, you can’t forget regardless of how hard you try. 
I meant something and I know you’ll hold onto that. I am mine before I am ever yours. 
I am 
I am

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