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david karps goin to hell lmao

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all i wanna say is fuck evan fuck shaina and fuck the entire whole rest of them they deserve to burn.

#homun johnny #feels silly to be almost to tears over it but that was one of the things they did that most sticks out...#of all the things from that group. thats one of the worst i remember... hurts to have people you like say they dont want you around

「so keep the fuck away from me and learn to trust the words i say」

#art chan #homun johnny #violence cw ////////////#i dont really have anything else to say about this

man remember when i used to reblog content years ago instead of just complain about my abusive and toxic ex friends

man.

#homun johnny #maybe someday. the others dont even use tumblr anymore really. i use it mostly because of habit.#maybe when im done processing stuff. others have that needed to i think about how awful our old shitty friends were.#im like mad late to the party but you know. some people dont process stuff for decades #i do see some stuff id like to reblog (not that anyone cares about our content anymore) but you know.#wep.

tsubamari

s he so happy about doing somethin and still thinkin everything is going to go great and doesn’t know her dreams r about 2 b crushed

#thats me

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i got mad.

so anyway fuck those guys hope they all go to hell thanks

#homun johnny #blocked out the handle in case stalky mcdickhole sweeps by again

fuckheadwitha

toesucker

yekkes

#honestly. okay sip sip

brothers curses work. they make take time but they work.

cant wait til those old “friends” get hit.

#homun johnny #like. i dont feel sorry for them in the slightest. my life is honestly like the song smile like at first i felt awful #now the idea of them being miserable makes me smile.#boy do i hope they suffer sip sip bitches.

plurality is fun because you get to look over and see you slumped brother with your husband and alternate self. and know theres really shit all you can do cause if yall werent plural and had separate bodies YOU could at least take cosplay pictures with your brother.

#homun johnny #when do we get the power to escape this shit prison and do whatever.

the-peoples-bees

really upset today.. brother was so excited to bring his new akamats to maturicon and show it off go to the photoshoot and everything.. but he noticed too late the anxiousness and other symptoms where actually a stomach but so we had to leave early…. it was so cute too.. honestly ill live not being able to go as enoshima tomorrow but i just wish i could do something… he was so excited about this thing….

the-peoples-bees

he deserved to go to this.....

#homun johnny

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really upset today.. brother was so excited to bring his new akamats to maturicon and show it off go to the photoshoot and everything.. but he noticed too late the anxiousness and other symptoms where actually a stomach but so we had to leave early.... it was so cute too.. honestly ill live not being able to go as enoshima tomorrow but i just wish i could do something... he was so excited about this thing....

#homun johnny #i dont think he posted the pictures of our costumes here so i just link to the instagram post

when you wish you got on with real friends instead of an abuser and his fanclub...

#homun johnny #like they literally dont care to hear our side about WHY we claim he was abusive. so they never really were friends #and they wont try to defend themselves so i can say theyre all lying trash anyway #they probably arent even friends with each other theyre probably all just using each other too.#who knows.. id honestly love them to hear my claims and try to defend them #oh he yelled at you every conversation because he cared about you didnt you know #real friends condescend each other instead of being helpful they tell you everyone hates you and everything you do #he crossed boundaries because men dont know what boundaries are dont you know men never learned that #so that makes it okay and not bad at all he can draw you naked because he doesnt know its wrong right #because all friends do that to each other ive drawn all my friends naked.#like. honestly tell me he wasnt abusive and bad.#and literally his handling of it was #to say how hard it was to be around me all the time and say some rapey shit and insult nick for no reason #like. yeah nick hates you for saying he doesnt exist. but hes wasnt and isnt the one spearheading the claims youre an abusive fuckwad #thats brother. they guy you wanted to talk to you so bad (probably cause you thought you could manipulate him to when like)#(good luck he behind 7 ways of spotting an abusive person and their behaviors.)#honestly im sure he only wanted brother to talk to him so he could try to manipulate him and abuse EVERYONE #which like... brother isnt one to be manipulated. he sees abusive down the street and NEVER forgives.#also like saying something rapey about his brother and insulting his friend. you think thats gonna get you nowhere cause it will

why couldnt i have just killed myself

#homun johnny #you know. thats what they all would have wanted.. they only pretended to care to look like good people..#but they never really wanted me. thats why they heard from the others i got hurt repeatedly and purposefully by someone #and decided to push us out. and deny it. and lie.#they never cared about me

me, trying to rationalize how i can still engage with fanime: yeah i guess i could do that (go under a new account with a fake identity as other people have done just for funsies)

me, just livin i dont know: but then i might be pushed into interacting with those people...

#homun johnny #honestly. problems with all of them. but if i did i really just dont want to have to interact with evan again.#like. i just dont like the possibility of him having a way to contact me.#honestly i dont even know how engaged he is with it i still feel like.. bad even thinking about looking in the tags.#but i just dont want him to ever speak to me again. and thats clearly as hes shown. a boundary hes willing to break #the others... i dont know...#im still processing how i feel on that but the fact that they all clearly hate me just makes me feel better with them away

when you get that big heart hurt seeing a fanime post in your feed. like i know i can still post in the community theres others who. arent them i can engage with if i. really wanted to.. its not like they can just ban someone from posting in a tag or whatever and if those people hate me good for them they can just not interact. but wow. all over something that wasnt my fault.. thanks i guess some friends you were right......

#homun johnny #like.. i didnt.. choose. to get abuse. me having bpd isnt even a fucking excuse you are not allowed to abuse someone #honestly i feel like none of them really tried to understand bpd either. like its not like i want to act like. like. yo.#but its still no excuse i never did anything but every time wed talk hed ask about personal things.#i have an obligation to answer i overshare sometimes you think if he really hated it hed have stopped #but he did it every time every convo turning into him lecturing me about how people hate me and shit #there was so much and honestly if it was just bpd and the people around actually tried to understand it..#thatd be easier. the emotional abuse just made it harder. really just reinforced what bpd tells you to the point ill never unthink it #but they wanted to push us out because the others actually spoke out about it..#and then. the last person i thought actually cared put words in brothers mouth he never said because apparently #being an abuse appologist wasnt a good enough excuse for them...#like. if they could have all just been normal people.#if you know he didnt have to be abusive and cross boundaries with me that he didnt have a right to.#if people werent so quick to defend men who hurt people over the people they hurt.

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sittin here thinkin about other stuff then suddenly led to 'oh boy. all those times evan just randomly said i was cute were.. actually kinda creepy' like literally it made me feel. SO WEIRD. like. ahhhhhhh. i actually really hated it. i dont mind being called cute i guess uh.. in response to something where it makes sense. like heres this selfie i took 'oh thats cute' but like. and i mean its not because he was a cis man. i was friends with someone in school who had a habit of randomly groping her 'girl' friends (i was unsure what i was and thinking oh im probably just a girl after all) and like. even unsolicited stuff from girls im not really kosher with. but like all things that made me uncomfortable i tried to rationalize it because they werent wrong clearly. its my feelings that are wrong. but god.. he kept saying oh you know not in a romantic way or whatever but it was still always super creepy because every time it came up it didnt need to be said there was no point to saying it like. god... wow.

#homun johnny #honestly. im glad he left because literally that time away. there was still me being my old bpd self but #it then gave me time to. when he decided to break our boundaries and speak to me again. realize #hey.. i.. actually feel like shit talking to this guy.. and.... really dont want to #you think all the evan issues are now fully processed and out of.. the wa... oh yeah.... haha.............#i just remembered something and now im creeped out.. even though it was a joke drawing it still...#so thinking about it is giving me stomach quivers so thats just gonna go back in the drawer and ill just uh #process my feelings on that later wow. no thanks

dinothundersblog-deactivated201

i know tungle made it popular to cut off your friends just because you feel like it but thats a really dick thing to do and youll destroy all your relationships that way

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LIKE someone who’s hurting you is one thing? but if you just have no more use of someone or you don’t want to talk through some conflict with them. You are absolutely not the bigger person for abandoning people like at all. there’s a line between “self care” and not owning up to your mistakes and it’s a big line

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