Just keep smiling because it'll get better

How can something so wrong feel so right

I'm so torn between being the better person and flat out getting back at them.

Ever have things in life thrown at you that you just don't know what to think or do but the whole thing is making you feel sick. Yea that's happening right now

I love how these people begged me to accept a promotion abd are now saying well maybe we might still go through with it. Then say well we know you'll be here a few m8re years. That's what you think when my contract is done I'm gone. Buh bye! Technically if they dont go through with it my contract is invalid. However I think that they'll go through it just to make sure I can't leave. Asshats.

Don't you forget that you let me go twice and I hope you liked watching me walk away. Since that'll be the last time I see you until our friends get married. I hope you enjoy hearing thej brag about me to you. Since I won't be telling you anymore. I'm not going to wonder if you meant everything you said it'll just lead to endless what ifs. So that's that thanks for reminding me like the other guys why it's better to be alone.

Swearing off guys might be the best thing that I've done in a while.

I want to be happy for you but you keep over analyzing everything about this other girl. I can't help but wonder if you did the same thing to me. You tell me all these things wrong about her in your eyes. Were you picking out flaws to tell our friends about that involved me?