The Moonchild System

And now the mask drops. Hope everyone's prepared to see what mental illness really looks like, cuz after the night we just had, that's it.

All I wanted was to be seen. I was screaming so loud, I lost my voice trying to prove myself to you.

Tired of having to remind myself of all the reasons I deserve to hate you so I won't miss you.

This place is fuckin garbage and detrimental to our mental health, so I'm making the executive decision to delete this hell app. I'll leave the blog up because fuck it but honestly fuck the internet.

Really weird "is this a flashback or a hallucination" shit going on today. I want to go home...

Today's been tough. Damien has been out most of the day with some help from Veia i think so he wouldn't scare/piss off our customers. We've been so blendy and switchy and dissociated today that now I'm just so out of it...

One of my least favorite parts about having DID is not having access to all the information in my brain. It's hard to make choices when I'm not able to find out why some alters oppose things for one reason or another. Makes things hard.