The Macabre Goatman!

My top albuns !!

1. C.W. Stoneking - Gon' Boogaloo

2. Sonic Youth - Sister

3. Jim Sullivan - U.F.O.

4. Secos & Molhados - Secos e Molhados

5. "Blue" Gene Tyranny - Out of the Blue (40th Anniversary Remaster)

6. Marine Girls - Lazy Ways / Beach Paty

7. The Avengers - Avengers

8. Shoebill - hikikomori days

9. The Cleaners From Venus - Midnight Cleaners

10. T.Rex - Electric Warrior

11. John Cale - Paris 1919

12. Tom Waits - Bone Machine

13. Tom Waits - Rain Dogs

14. Peter Grudzien - Songs in the Key of Z, Vol. 1: The Curious Universe of Outsider Music

15. Drugdealer - Raw Honey

16. Velvet Underground - Velvet Underground & Nico

17. Frank Zappa - Joe's Garage Acts I, II & III

18. Bee Gees - Bee Gees 1st (Deluxe Version)

19. Rodríguez - Cold Fact

20. Kitty Craft - Beats and Breaks from the Flower Patch

21. Peter Grudzien - Album No. One (In Two Sides) - The Unicorn

22. Mutantes - Os Mutantes

23. Connie Converse - How Sad, How Lovely

24. Art Lown - Piper Oz the Hound

25. Bob Dylan - The Times They Are A-Changin'

26. Exuma - Exuma, The Obeah Man

27. R. Crumb and His Cheap Suit Serenaders - Chasin' Rainbows

28. Badfinger - Magic Christian Music

29. The Move - The Move

30. Sérgio Sampaio - Eu Quero É Botar Meu Bloco Na Rua

31. Sociedade da Grã-Ordem Kavernista - Sessão das 10

32. Bobby Conn - Bobby Conn

33. Dead Moon - In the Graveyard

34. Charlie Megira - Love Police

35. Ramones - Ramones

36. Lee Hazlewood - Trouble Is a Lonesome Town

37. The Lemon Twigs - Go To School

38. Pink Floyd - Atom Heart Mother

39. Meth Wax - Meth Wax

40. P.H.F. - i Hate Myself

41. Julee Cruise - Floating Into the Night

42. Built to Spill - There's Nothing Wrong With Love

43. Tullycraft - The Singles

44. Heavenly - Heavenly Vs. Satan

45. Bloodwitch - I Am Not Okay With This (Music from the Netflix Original Series)

46. The Cramps - Off The Bone

47. Sonic Youth - EVOL

48. The Apples in Stereo - Her Wallpaper Reverie

49. Various Artists - Asteroid City

50. The Residents - Duck Stab

51. Various Artists - You're Not from Around Here

52. Bob Dylan - Blood on the Tracks

53. Television Personalities - And Don't the Kids Just Love It

54. The Avalanches - Wildflower

55. The Avalanches - Since I Left You

56. Helen Love - Love and Glitter, Hot Days and Muzik

57. Blood Axis - The Gospel of Inhumanity

58. Sebadoh - Smash Your Head on the Punk Rock

59. Handsome Boy Modeling School - So...How's Your Girl?

60. DJ Shadow - Endtroducing.....

61. Swamp Dogg - The Excellent Sides of Swamp Dogg Vol. 1

62. Amen Corner - Farewell To The Real Magnificent Seven

63. Happy Jawbone Family Band - Tastes The Broom

64. Bobb Trimble - Iron Curtain Innocence

65. The Vaselines - Enter the Vaselines (Deluxe Edition)

66. The Marcels - The Best Of The Marcels

67. David Kauffman - Songs from Suicide Bridge

68. The Gizmos - 1978-1981: Never Mind the Gizmos Here's the Gizmos

69. The Pastels - Truckload Of Trouble

70. Ave Sangria - Ave Sangria

71. The United States of America - The United States of America

72. Psychic TV - Dreams Less Sweet

73. Françoise Hardy - Tous les garçons et les filles

74. Joe Meek - I Hear A New World

75. Daniel Johnston - Artistic Vice

76. Nelson Riddle - Lolita

77. The Feelies - Ork Records: New York, New York

78. Leonard Cohen - Death Of A Ladies' Man

79. The Velvet Underground - Velvet Underground

80. John Stewart - California Bloodlines

81. Various Artists - Rutles Highway Revisited

82. Guided by Voices - Sunfish Holy Breakfast

83. Tronics - Love Backed By Force

Translation:

At a school far from here In a time before you and me. I was your mystery. I was your riddle. Poor my lonely girl. Sweet my perdition.

You filled me with those confused eyes. I was just a child.

page 2

My hands started to shake. My heart beat faster than anything that exists. There were butterflies inside me. Devouring me. I wanted to throw up. I didn’t understand what sickness this was.

I tried to draw you a few times. None of the drawings looked like you

page 3

I was never able to draw you right. I was never able to look at you for too long. I was ashamed.

I was so ashamed of seeing your face in our class pictures that I erased it from all of them. page 4

From erasing your face so much I ended up forgetting it. Your face became, for me, an archetype. A symbol… One increasingly simpler, forgotten, but never gone. As if… something immemorial, something that came before me. Who am I? When I forgot your face — I ended up forgetting my own too. page 5

Who am I? Who are you? I don’t know. I… I thought I was you.

page 6

I devoured you in everything I could. I wanted to assimilate you. If I could, I would know everything about you. Oh God, what shame. Please forgive me. Oh sorry, forgive me. page 7 I will never forgive you.

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