A little ongoing project of mine

I figure I should publicize some of my research. My mind is starting to go, no doubt because of all the fumes I’m breathing in on a daily basis, but I’m sure that it’ll be fine once I crack open a window or take a walk.

Beyond that though, I’ve decided to post this in hopes of finding others who might be able to help me. What this boils down to though, When I was fifteen years old I saw Him. The tall man who lives in the trees with limbs like broken branches, the slender man. No one believed me, so I'm setting out to recreate what I saw. My first homunculus was a bust (I might post some of my work on him for archival purposes too, but I didn’t learn much so who knows) so I hope that my second iteration will work out a little better. Stand by. Or don’t I’m not your mom.

Either way I’ll leave the ask box open for questions, or if anyone has any information pertaining to the monster that could help me out.

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I guess on the plus side I've managed to get myself sleeping for ten plus hours a night, but it really doesn't feel like it helps very much. I'm still drowsy. I suspect it might be this medication but it's not like I can just quit it.

On top of this, I've developped a cough over the past few days that just won't let up. Losenges don't help and even my sweet, beloved Buckley's only provides temporary relief. Suppose I could chat to my doctor about it when I go to see him next.

and five since I last posted at all. Truth be told I've been very melancholic these past few days. I suspect it might have something to do with the medication I'm on but I've got practically no motivation to do anything. Ichabod The Homunculus is growing very slowly by the looks of it, which is quite shocking given the speedy gestation time of pigs. Though, these days he's seemed to have lost most if not all of his pig-like attributes.

Humans and pigs do look pretty similar as fetuses. Feti? Whatever. The point is that he still looks fine and I just need to keep waiting. I've gotta do a lot of it, and feeding this thing is getting expensive. Should I be worried about the lack of movement just yet?

Phat Tony appreciation post!

Some pretty nasty flooding as a result of the rain thats been battering the city for the past few days. Some roads are completely closed which really sucks, I hope it's not too difficult for people to get to work.