thatsnotme

Let's not try to pretend that we liked euphoria season 3 cz I mean it truly was (is) absolute shit

Just two days remaining in my nightmare

My best friend sent me a photo of a drawing they had made on their wrist today, and let me describe it first - red and brown line drawing of a flower bouquet - and my triggered ass saw that photo and sat there shaking uncontrollably because wrist cvtting is one of my biggest fears/triggers because I got caught once when I had cut there... I got so shaky that I literally forgot to reply, let alone give a compliment about the art...

I love talking but nobody wants to talk to me.... Im not some loser, but every time I start talking about what I actually want to talk about, the topic is changed conveniently to something which doesn't involve me or any other topic which has been deemed untouchable. I wish I could kill myself but I don't have the guts or the means to do it.

Man I fucked up. I fucked up real bad.