i give up being a doormat, here is what i truly think:

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unethical spite (original story)

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wogot3 (madness combat)

this used to be an ask-the-thief blog.. ignore that

i block anyone who makes me uncomfortable

to stalkers; look in the mirror, ask yourself "what is this for, exactly?" then apply for a full time job. you can do it, i believe in you 🫶

anyone else who don't know what's going on, you're chill don't worry😎

i remember answering someone that they act more like amoebas (at least their souls), but single celled organisms in general fits how respawns' roles work on them, theres more to it than giant object cells

they don't have any complex structures within (both respawn souls and normal soul, let's call normal souls as perplexities because i call them that in my notes xd), instead they work like living particle accelerators

i like to say it's just a very fast stream of water flowing in a constant spin loop around the body, because unlike particle accelerators they don't explode that much and also it's just a better example to visualise properly XDDD

i mean particle accelerators don't really make big explosions BUT still more lethal incidents than an exploding respawn could ever make

respawns still explode if they choose to overuse their abilities, polaroid can control it to accelerate too fast so he has a mini self explosion once he hits his limit (that one comic where hes at a thumper with ui and he obeys it in the end or sumn i forgot the name)

that's just respawn souls which are mainly made of ruvili, they don't actually have any "natural" membranes to contain themselves and this is where objects as their body (vessels? host?) come in

plastic is the main thing that mostly contain their souls to confine into the specific form. i say "mostly" cuz it can still seep out as a way to motivate spawns to move and avoid staying still, the midas effect

without the plastic skin, they'll still be fine but their soul will claim everything including the air as part of their body, and for respawns that aren't assigned those material types, it's a world of pain and motivation to move lol

not really sure if i should say pain because it's a different feeling for them. if you imagine them as ai i think it makes more sense, they don't really feel the pain but their response is the same urgency, maybe like rule breaking for ai, its an entirely alien feeling for us WHERE AM I GOING GET BACK ON TRACK

for the objects within the spawn soul, they mostly give the respawn stable control over itself. something familiar... almost like... mini.. limbo cores.. black holes, or maybe even.. white holes wink wink (stfu)

imagine ruvili as cytoplasm that has 0 nutrients yet holds sentience and sapience like big soup, and limbo's gate (which is the basic component of ruvila, aka ruvila is extremely compact versions of LG) as the world around them but no atoms to identify physically

LG is a sort of phenomenon that works the same as gravity, kinetic or radiation, in better terms, energy. hence why respawns being made of physical versions of that basically have the pass to break a bit of reality, but who wouldve guessed a black hole would ignore laws of physics to make itself object single celled ocs xD

anyway, perplexity souls work very differently, they don't spin or move constantly like respawn souls. the LG just try to stay together as best they can but kept being disturbed. they can mimic organs from their previous body but it's not functional. they're only made up of compact LG, but not quite enough to become ruvili. an in between of living and non living, in limbo (NOT A JOKE)

looks like jellyfish but its mistaken as one and is just a floating piece of wet dissolving paper lmao. their own body is slowly dissipating as a carcass rotting alive, the respawns only speed up their decomposition process but can't outright remove them immediately

the soul's LG still has the memory of being alive so it will keep merging with the host, but eventually returns to the atmosphere and mixes everywhere else, making the soul more prone to past body malfunctions

mimicking pain, the five senses, how the body will react when parts of the brain organ is missing (which is why pol started seizuring despite never experiencing that before), the soul's form itself never actually works like the body, the organs inside are not moving, maybe even reformed, but the LG remembers how it works and what happens if it's missing

after a soul dissipates, the memory still lingers, it's just impossible to bring them back together afterwards. well it's still technically possible, but try finding something that has no atoms to begin with xD

this mainly takes inspiration from water having memory of past chemicals its once mixed in. dirty water after distillation still tastes like dirty water cough cough bottled water taken from gutters cough but with enough mixing, the nasty taste can go away

warning that it has abuse depictions and uhh some other things

theeee conversion therapy thing that happened before this so it sort of MMMMM made him do terrible things bc he hates people xd

and to those asking, no assault haooened in thag therapy stuff it was just really unconfortae for him, so he thought it was silly to srill think about thag after yeafs

my godh i worry about this script for so long unsure if im doing it right or not bur i'll never knkw until i share jr

sorrg shjf keyboaed i give up there is so much ttpos oh mt gosddd gn

meanwhile i'll give out a random script here, refined during breaktime

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(soul era, after polaroid had just turned immortal but not yet recognised by Limbo)

Audrey lays on the ground, dragging himself through the dirt

Ui: You don't need to keep moving.

Audrey: Oh rr.really? That's toooo baaaaad

He keeps moving

Ui blocks him: Stop

Audrey: Tr-try me

He struggled getting up, giving up and tries to crawl past Ui instead, but then rolls to the side away when Ui tried to grab him

Audrey: Ha! Haha-

Ui extends a leg to stop him

Audrey: motherf-fuh-fucker

Ui: How is the pain not going through your thick skull?

Audrey: Me think, yah means, myah thick skins

Ui: What

Polaroid grabbed Ui's leg and pulled him to topple, then laughing and rolling on top of Ui

Audrey: EuheaHEHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA

Ui shoved him away: Augh! Dumbass!

Audrey: Piece of shit!!!

Ui kicks the ground and Audrey is covered with soil

Audrey quickly wipes his face: PVWWFFPFPFFPPFFF

Audrey crawls forward and tries to smack him but Ui pins him down to lay on his face

Ui: Looks like you're under arrest

Audrey grumbles in the soil: A rrreal ch-champ, Mr. police brutality

Ui: are you even accompanying me? how pitiful

Audrey starts to get more tired: And I am! I jjjust don't think I cc ccan stay still. Issn-t that a r re- rrhh- ffffuck. Respawn. Respawns... move to get enerhgy.. right?

Ui: That's besides the point

Audrey: Sssad to see m-me go, little man~~~

Ui flips him over

Audrey: OI

Ui: You're one stubborn goblin

Audrey: Pfsh, at least i'm- gghhh.. trying

Ui: Trying what, to be a floor cleaner?

Audrey took Ui's leg and bites him

Ui: AGH! YOU SON OF A-

Ui bites Audrey back

Audrey: NYEEEAAAEEEEEUUAAAAAEEEEEAA

Ui: This is what i get for giving something nice for you!

Audrey: Regretting y-yyyour choices already? IIIIII have youu know.. It's YOURRR f-fff fault!

Ui grumbles: No wonder you let me choose

Audrey: Yeah now everyone knnnnows who to blame!

Ui: I'll bash your head in

Audrey: Do it, coward

And Ui does bash Audrey's head in

Audrey: AGH FFFFFUCK!!!

Ui smirks as his friend rubs his face

Audrey revels in pain for a minute, and Ui starts to feel bad

Audrey: Dddo that again

Ui: What??

Audrey: ¡iiiidiota e-envejecido enn seccco-!

Ui bashes his head again

Audrey doesn't respond

Ui: ... are you okay?

Audrey then tries getting up, and he could crouch. he slaps his face: WOO!! COME ON.

Ui turns shocked

Audrey trembles when trying to stand straight: WOOOOOOOOO!!

Then he ragdolls to the floor

Ui now disappointed but smiling

Audrey looks at him

Ui: what was that all about? taking a shit?

Audrey: shut the fuck up. it was worth a shot!!! (he looks at his hands) more pain felt goooood

Ui: you're closer to the center of the earth so.. your mass equals gravity-.. plus power-

Audrey: watch your mathematics, bucko! i can do it. IF I BELIEVEEE!!!

He pushes himself to stand with his hands

Audrey: NGGGAAAAAAAAAAHHHH

Now he just looks like a scared cat

Audrey: Oh yeah, i can work with this

Ui: ew

Audrey: ..this is the most progress I've done and you say that shit in front of my face

Ui smiles: yea

Audrey: cunt

Ui: keep crying, see where that gets you

Audrey: eat my ass

Audrey keeps trying to stand

Ui: you're so pathetic

Audrey was about to grab something to throw at Ui, then made a sly smile before he could: you know, i took after you

Ui scoffed: If i named you, will you stop moving?

Audrey gasps

Audrey: After all these years!!!

He drops down and relaxed

Ui: it was not years

Audrey: same thing

Ui: i had a few names in mind

Audrey narrows his eyes: don't make me pick again

Ui: I already picked my favourite but i figured i should let you know

Audrey: why?

Ui: so i can flex on you

Audrey isn't impressed: ...... You're a real piece of work

Ui: Better than this rubbish name you gave me

Audrey narrows his eyes: Except you responded to it, so YOU chose it

He throws a rock at Ui, Ui easily dodges

Ui sticks out a tongue

Audrey stares at him intensely, then gathers an armful of dirt and splashes Ui. He gathers more and keeps splashing him

Ui fully powdered: OKAY okay! you want to hear what i got or not?

Audrey: YEAH DUH! Stop stalling!

He kept throwing dirt at Ui

Ui sighs: Polaroid. For how much you suck the positive light out of me

Audrey smirks but annoyed: EW! Uncreative. Even Ui is a better name

ui sighs in a longer drawn out way: just admit you're never topping that

Audrey looks around trying to think of what to say to counter Ui: ... stop......... stop sighing, you never breathe, jackass! boom!

Ui: i breathe when you're insufferable, which is all the time

Audrey smirks: ooOOooOoh one day you'll lose it~

ui stares

Ui: and your second name is Diabetus the Thirdth

Audrey stops smiling and looks at Ui

Ui looks at Audrey

Ui slowly twitching his face, then laughs first and Audrey breaks down laughing too

Audrey: low blow, dude!!! the fuck???

Ui wheezes

Audrey: you little shit!

Audrey slowly chases Ui around, whom only walked away from him

Audrey: what's next? stoney man??

Ui: Audrey Two, the Forvinske Not

Audrey then wheezed: fucking bitch! i fucking hate you! i fucking hate you!

Ui and Audrey cant stop laughing as Audrey keeps getting up and falling after Ui

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also heres a random song lol

bcuz im impatient, heres the entire unfinished animation im still working on very slowly (very slowly... very.. slow </3</3</3</3</3</3 NNNNNGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH

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