that girl mind...

“Maybe I’m a little sad. Sometimes it’s too hard to smile. Sometimes there’s nothing to smile about. What do you do when everyone is moving and you just can’t? I’m stuck. I don’t know what to do. I never know what to do. And you know what? I don’t think I’ll ever know what to do. Sometimes it’s just easier to hide under my covers and ignore everyone. You know, sometimes I even ignore myself. Did you know that was possible? Because it is. It’s one of my talents. Ignoring myself. Maybe I’m a little more than just sad”

“I want to be with you, it is as simple, and as complicated as that.”

“The saddest kind of sad is when your tears can’t even drop and you feel nothing. It’s like the world has just ended. You don’t cry. You don’t hear. You don’t see. You stay. For a second the heart dies.”

“Please be careful with me. Sometimes I just get sad and I don’t know why. I’m sorry.”

“The worst type of crying is the silent one. The one when everyone is asleep. The one where you feel it in your throat, and your eyes become blurry from the tears. The one where you just want to scream. The one where you have to hold your breath and grab your stomach to keep quiet. The one where you can’t breath anymore. The one when you realize the person that meant the most to you, is gone.”

Someone: You're so dramatic!

“The worst type of crying is the silent one. The one when everyone is asleep. The one where you feel it in your throat, and your eyes become blurry from the tears. The one where you just want to scream. The one where you have to hold your breath and grab your stomach to keep quiet. The one where you can’t breath anymore. The one when you realize the person that meant the most to you, is gone.”