Overwhelmingly Ginger

Am I an asshole for being annoyed with my husband and grandmother right now? They both tested positive for Covid and I tested negative, so I sent them to their rooms to isolate since I am negative. They both keep coming out for one reason or another even when I told them I would bring anything to their room for them so they don’t infect the house. Neither of them seem to care or understand why I’m upset.

I love playing is it gas pains, period pains, a kidney stone, or am I dying!

Part of me wants to start trying for a baby, the other part of me knows how expensive they are and how time consuming they are.

Do you ever just look at your cat sleeping peacefully and just love them so much only to realize how much of a little shit they are when they are awake? Or is it just my little asshole?

Someone with social anxiety being forced to do group therapy for anxiety seems counter productive. Just saying.

My mental health is not great right now. To generalize it, the pandemic is to blame. I work at Disney and I volunteered to take a temporary transfer out of my normal job to another one until mine was required. I went through two weeks of training and only one week with guests in the park before I got called back to my normal job. I was really enjoying the new job. I had already gone through the bad anxiety of starting a new job just three weeks ago. I was past it. Now I’m going to my old job in a different location with different people that i don’t know. Plus I’m having to deal with learning all new safety procedures, it’s stressing me out. This constant and unexpected change is really fucking with my mental state. I know no one is actually reading this or even cares. But here’s where my head is at.

I’m stupid I’m stupid I’m stupid I’m stupid I’m stupid I’m stupid I’m stupid I’m stupid I’m stupid I’m stupid

My wedding is 19 days away and I’m going through a patch of depression. I’m putting on a little weight which is making my dress tight on me. Which makes my mom comment on my weight. Which stresses me out. Which makes everything worse. I don’t know what to do.

Omg I forgot Snooki was in an episode of Supernatural.