Lesbian

I'm so angry at how everything happened and how everyone just wants to bury their heads in the sand about it. Easy for them when they all have each other and I still cry everyday when I drive home from work and think about killing myself most days because I just feel so fucking alone and abandoned and angry and worthless. It's all a bunch of bullshit and I fucking hate them all for leaving me and acting like they fucking didn't.

Deleting social media and isolating unless i have work is making me super intolerant of people and conversations. It's like, leave me alone with my cat thanks.

I'm becoming very fond of isolation as of late.

I accidentally had my ad blocker on my phone off and damn why there are ads literally everywhere??? Some websites are almost useless with the amount of ads. I hate it.

I dont care what age I am when my mother dies. I will also die. I can not handle the thought of my mother dying. It is my greatest fear and yet I know it is inevitable.