Raw feelings.

you decided to hurt me too

just call me

i hope you are my love

i hope you are kind

i hope you are telling the truth

i hope you are everything i have always wished for

im learning to love myself

this is one of those days

but i know im not

the craving for alcohol does make me think that

it took over on friday

he adores you

even though he has a life

its normal hon

he doesnt have to consume you

own you

even though you want that

think about yourself

become the best version of yourself

remember you are great just as you are

either way

sometimes i get it

feel like its okay we are not together everyday

we’ve only known each other for a month

then other times

i dont, and feel unwanted

i think it is my insecurites from past relationships

but what we have is good

but what if i cant do this

and need more?

you, everyday

after last night

we fucked, we loved we did so good

the day after

complete silence

and you say we’re good

but im not

far from it

im so attached

i want to be with you

and i thought we were on the same page

maybe i was a fool for thinking that

but when you took me out to desserts it was the most beautiful thing someone has ever done for me in a while

and the kiss in the frisbee golf

was magic

its like the spark is gone

and i just have to let it be

like the guitar you play so gently