tfw the gf exists

sorry if breakupposting isnt the vibe for this blog :( hasn't run in a while i wasn't sure anyone following it was still active

I was facing trauma and pain but that doesn't excuse it she was doing everything she could to be there for me!!! I'm really struggling to forgive myself.

looking back I really did brush her off and invalidate her a lot and now that I notice it easily it is far too late to fix it... Best I can do is apologize at some point here. I think I needed to be able to step back from the relationship to recognize all I'd done wrong in it. I just wish I had been better when she told me how she felt.

I dont think she ever followed this blog. I loved her so much but always felt like saying why would give her the ick or make her so angry. I honestly don't think she ever liked me much she's said outright before this wasn't meant to work out in the long run early on and mentioned incompatibility enough but im still so hurt and lost!! she did so much for me and stood through some really hard times but I still felt so lonely for so long.

7 yyears of this relationship ended about a week ago. I ended it, regret that it had to be done. so many ups and downs but im still devastated.

everything's still going great with the gf!!!!!!!! I just haven't had much time to keep up w this blog sorry!!!!

just paid $8 to see a movie with my gf then didn't even watch it folks. just spent the whole 2.5 hours kissin

if I told my gf every time I thought she was being cute or pretty or beautiful or anything similar I'd be telling her every minute if every day

god the way my gf looks at me just makes me melt

I'm really in the mood to slow dance with my gf... I don't even know how to dance all or otherwise! but I wanna!