until we go down

Bliss: I’m just sure.

Bliss: yes.

Bliss: you’re gonna have something really good happen in school and meet the love of your life. it’ll be love at first sight.

Bliss: You’re gonna have a decent week. Just thought I’d let you know.

@blissfabray: but what if i'm not what she likes and she panics and it somehow changes everything i've ever thought would happen. and well, not in person.

@blissfabray: i know the term soulmate is probably a bad word to say, makes it creepier than it is. but i've been seeing the match to myself and other people since i was little so the word just always seemed to fit. i got a flash of the man with blue eyes my dad would end up with when i was like ten or so, finally saw my mom's match a year or so after that, and my sister's popped up in my mind once we moved to toronto. i've seen mine ever since i could remember. at first, i think my parents thought she was an imaginary friend because i talked about her so much.

Bliss: if you don't wanna hear it then why do you keep complaining about being alone? you want it to happen, you just don't want to admit it because that means you're opening yourself to the possibility of being hurt like gretchen and carl are.

@blissfabray: @heylolitahey i just know.

@blissfabray: @erikfabrae i also know blue eyes is heading into toronto right now but -shrug emoji-

@blissfabray: @heylolitahey like when you were eight you fell off your bike on 115 degree pavement and got a 2nd degree burn and a cut on your leg. you've got a scar on your knee from it that's never really gone away despite it being so long ago.

@blissfabray: @erikfabray but i KNOW

Bliss: your love life is gonna flourish soon. that girl doesn't know how to tell you she likes you without seeming weird because she knows you're going through a lot with your friends and doesn't want to push you into something you don't want.

@blissfabray: @heylolitahey i've openly said i was for years and no one ever believes me. my family is annoyed with me 99% of the time even though everything i've predicted has been right.

Bliss: you'll semi-believe me on one thing but not on the other? k, sis.

@blissfabray: @heylolitahey but i know how things will happen. trying to prove it is exhausting.

Bliss: you're gonna get engaged in college.