me, myself, & i

i dont know how ive been feeling lately. if i dont manage to focus soon, im going to fail this one class.

i feel like every aspect of me is up for debate whats concrete

connect with me, im real theres more to me try harder

im empty i dont think im a person this makes sense there is nothing here

want to die want to die want to die want to die!!

i hate my fp i need someone to talk to later please i dont know what to think right now but i am very upset

hello how are you? i hope youre well

i consider linking my main to this but im nervous

im shit at updating this blog winter break was a mix of ?? Hell. among other stuff happening, fp told me that there is an If situation that they might move back to what is basically the other side of the earth in a years time so you can figure how that went over with me and then when i expressed upset over it (very tamely, i might add), they misread my tone and became defensive. its clarified now. god it hurt though. i dont know how else they wouldve expected me to react or feel, i think anyone would be upset, borderline or not, fp or not. i would be losing one of my closest best friends.