Hold On A Sec Im Daydreaming

See the issue is my sleep schedule is actually killing me

Small rant abt it!!

I stayed up for about 54-57 hours because I physically could not sleep and gave up. This was after sleeping for 17 hours straight beforehand, too.

Then, I finally fall asleep and sleep for a good 14-15 hours.

Then I try to go to sleep the night after. I can’t fall asleep until 8 in the morning. So I just decide to sleep for as long as possible, and now I’m currently on another staying up all night mission so I can hopefully fix my schedule and go to sleep at a normal time such as 8 pm.

Idk. It takes me a while to sleep, but once I fall asleep I sleep like a brick.

Why is falling asleep so hard, anyway??? This has been a thing for me since 1st grade. Since it’s summer, it’s just gotten a little out of control is all😭😭

Anyway

I’m drawing

I’ve actually just been having a TERRIBLE sleep schedule recently, as today I woke up at 8:14 Pm after falling asleep at seven in the morning. So! That’s what I’ve been doing today.

I also drew Jax how Goose drew her most recently because she was actually super cute

I can say I’m excited to record all of the parts that make me giggle because they’re cute.

It has now ended with 44 chapters. Hmmmm it was supposed to end 12 chapters ago methinks /j

I don’t remember when I started walking on my tip toes instead of flat, because it’s been an ongoing thing for as long as I can remember. Like, I’m talking I’ve walked this way since I was atleast 5.

I don’t remember why or how I started walking this way.

The only think I know is that it’s very slowly ruining my legs😭

When I stand flat footed, feet facing forward, my knees turn inward because my bones grew to face forward when I’m on my toes, which face outward if you walk on them.

I can’t run a single lap without my calves burning or some sort of pain in my foot

I can’t walk without my legs hurting

In general it’s kind of just ruined my legs, and standing flat footed is difficult because my tendons are tight, and standing like a normal person stretches them out which HURTS

I’ve gone to physical therapy for it, and recently stopped because they told me to, they left me with a “these are now exercises you’re meant to do at home.”

So now that’s screwed me over because I have no motivation to do excercises at home?? It takes me so long to get motivation to do things I WANT to do, so like!

There’s always more fanart and it’s ALL Caine.

I love that all Caine fans love him so much they’re the only thing the Caine fans post about…

It’s meant to be an ice box in here because my AC is set low and my room sucks up all the AC

I’m overheating and this sucksss

Edit: I found out why!!! One: I was wearing a sweater that has the thickness of 3 sweaters, pants, and had a blanket on

Two: my room is usually flooded with 72°F air.

It was set to 80°F.

Not the ideal temperature to wear all that stuff in, so!!

I shed actual tears over this drawing btw

Why? Cause she’s so adorable omg I love Caine so much

I drew them with more child-like proportions because I feel like this is something a younger version of Caine would wear.

It’s time to sleep. Goodnight

So this took me forever. Because I kept erasing so much stuff

Caine is in their usual ringmaster outfit BUT they have a skirt BECAUSE I think that they’d wear anything they could find that’s cute enough to match Sylveon.

And also they just look really cute with it okay

Awwww awwww Caine and Sylveon falling asleep hugging awwww

Omg it’s adorable I’m making it now

I got the Switch 2 today so now I’m waiting for a game on that to download so I can play it!!!