Temporary Scribblings

Countless Times to Save ~ On Naboo, Obi-Wan watches Qui-Gon die. Again. And again.And again.

Fugue ~ Sequel to Ignite. Cody refused to watch the Republic kill his General over and over again. If he didn't act now, he would lose Obi-Wan forever, and he couldn't let that happen.He almost succeeded, too.

Soliloquy in Red ~ A short collection of drabbles that tell a story of the pain of violence and fear, the damage of regret and helplessness, and the way back to safety and healing.

Stars in Our Heads ~ Obi-Wan Kenobi was blessed by the Force. He sees the future, or rather, the complex web of possible events that take place in the future. Sometimes, his Force gift does not feel very much like a blessing. Most of the time, really. All he wants is to become a Jedi. A normal Jedi. But it feels like the one future he wants is out of his reach. The people who care about him—Healers, crèchemasters, friends, and mentors—are all determined to show him that he already is a Jedi, no matter what the future holds.

Who We Were, Who We Are ~ When Leia was kidnapped, Bail went to the one person he could trust to bring her home. Now Leia is back where she belongs, and all that's left is one last goodbye. But Obi-Wan may be a bit more injured than he let on.

From Salted Roots ~ Obi-Wan has been tortured before. He has been raped before. This though...This may be more than he can bear to recover from. Captured, brutal, ceaseless torture and agony, he had been brought to the brink of death. Only to be saved when he had lost all hope of rescue. Now, he must learn how to live again.

Ignite ~ Sequel to Incarnate. Obi-Wan can't die. Not permanently, anyway. This is a very useful ability in a war. And now that his secret is out, the Senate is eager to use it.

Cover Your Eyes ~ On a mission far away from Coruscant, Qui-Gon Jinn makes a decision that will have profound repercussions.

I Have Made Mistakes ~ Hello, My Old Heart series. Qui-Gon, Obi-Wan, and Boga take a vacation to a very special place and get a chance at some more healing. Plus a chance to play in the snow.

Border Line of Weightless ~ Obi-Wan isn't afraid of falling. Not when he has wings and the Force on his side. And then he learns what it's like to hit the ground.

Happily Ever After ~ A month ago, Quinlan and Obi-Wan defeated the Sith Lord and ended the war. Now, they get to enjoy their happily ever after.

Resilience ~ Twelve years after his defeat at the Battle of Naboo, Obi-Wan's greatest enemy has returned from the dead. Obi-Wan has faced Maul and lost. Now it is time to face himself.

Soldier, Poet, King ~ Hello, My Old Heart series. Qui-Gon and Obi-Wan find their footing after Melida/Daan, with a little (maybe a lot of) help along the way. (Multi-chapter)

The Toll of the Bell ~  Lem Ninnudrar is back at the Jedi Temple for the first time since they were Knighted. They spend the day doing what they love most, and maybe contemplate taking a Padawan along the way. Tomorrow, they decide. They'll do it tomorrow. But something dark lurks around the corner of the night, and tomorrow may never come.

Speak No Word (Hear No Sound) ~ Ahsoka wasn't sure what she was getting into when she was assigned to Master Kenobi and sent to the front lines. She didn't even know he was deaf. Being captured together gives them the chance to get to know each other a little more. For better or worse.

The Best Nerfburgers in the Galaxy ~ Three generations of Jedi. One diner. Or how Obi-Wan, Anakin, and Ahsoka all meet Dex and discover the best nerfburgers in the galaxy.

Wing and Blood ~ Sequel to Scale and Bone. Obi-Wan doesn't realize he's been injured on the battlefield. But neither does anyone else. This leads to some complications and some cuddle piles.

This Will End ~ Seven months since he left the Jedi Order. Four months since he came home. Four weeks since he met Boga. Already, Obi-Wan cannot imagine a life without her by his side. But something is wrong with her and he doesn't know what, and the thought of losing her terrifies him. Boga can't be dying, can she?

Heart of the Blade ~ The crystal is the heart of the blade. Every Jedi knows this, and every Jedi knows also, that the crystal is the soul of the Jedi. A Jedi is not whole without their kaiber. Or: The battle of Naboo, when the Jedi carry their hearts in their hands.

Scale and Bone ~ The Zygerrians know all the best ways to break a person. Between the electrowhips and the starvation and the Togruta being punished in his place, Obi-Wan is struggling to hold himself back. Tearing the slavers apart with his teeth and claws is becoming more and more appealing.

Painted Future ~ All his life, Obi-Wan has been having visions of the future, or at least, many possible futures. When he gets lost in the Temple, he stumbles across proof that he isn't the only one who has seen what is to come.

Wearing Thin ~ Sequel to Perennial. The longer the war goes on, the harder it is for Obi-Wan to keep going. The pain is never-ending, and it's only getting worse.

Vital ~ Obi-Wan and Cody get trapped in a lab filled with toxic gas. Cody is safe inside his helmet, but Obi-Wan is not so lucky. The consequences may be more than the 212th medics can handle.

Precarious ~ Obi-Wan has infiltrated Death Watch in order to keep Satine and Qui-Gon one step ahead of their adversaries. But now he is alone, in a camp full of people who wouldn't hesitate to kill him if they found out who he really was.

Incarnate ~ Amaranthine sequel. Before Obi-Wan died to General Grievous, he had foolishly hoped he could maintain his secret until the end of the war. He should have known his luck was never that good.

Perennial ~ Obi-Wan knows pain. He has been in pain since he was thirteen and fighting in a war for peace. Now he's thirty-five and fighting in another war, and the pain hasn't stopped. But pain isn't the only thing he has carried with him.

Bloodstained ~ Obi-Wan experiences a rite of passage many Jedi go through, one of the hardest and most distressing. The first time he takes the life of another sentient.

Quiet ~ See My Dreams All Die sequel. Sidious is dead and Obi-Wan is free. But after everything that's happened, healing from what has been done to him seems impossible. It's good then, that he isn't alone.

Sinister ~ Obi-Wan and a squad of 212th troopers enter a Sith Temple. They may get more than they bargained for.

Downward ~ The lower levels of Coruscant are a dangerous place, as newly-Knighted Obi-Wan Kenobi is about to discover.

Innocent ~ Obi-Wan is sentenced to death for a crime he did not commit. Qui-Gon races to find the true perpetrator before his punishment can be carried out.

Consolatory ~ After a bad battle, Ahsoka has trouble sleeping. Her Grandmaster helps.

Amaranthine ~ Obi-Wan dies. And then he lives. The only problem? He hasn't told any of the 212th about his immortality.

Reparable ~ After his time spent as Rako Hardeen, Obi-Wan is struggling to deal with his regret and his friends' anger, even when he knows he did the right thing. Luckily, Boga is there to help.

Lucrative ~ A pirate crew gets ahold of High General Obi-Wan Kenobi and decide they can profit from their prisoner. Obi-Wan can only hope his rescue arrives before they can ransom him off to the first interested party.

Snowy Situations ~ In a series of unfortunate events, Obi-Wan and Anakin crash their ship, fall into a frozen lake, and get caught in a snowstorm. Waiting for rescue, Obi-Wan tries to comfort his sick and injured friend and reflects on his relationship with his former Padawan.

Desolate ~ Qui-Gon's Padawan is kidnapped while on a mission. When he finds him, he learns that rescuing does not always equal saving. And - Obi-Wan is held captive as a bargaining chip. While in a cage, he learns that living does not always equal surviving. (Multi-chapter)

Need a Friend ~ Obi-Wan has just returned from confronting the Sith he thought he killed twelve years ago. He wishes he was coping better than he is, but his friends are there for him anyway. Padmé and Bail don't know what's wrong with their friend, they can only hope he will tell them.

Nothing Gold Can Stay ~ There is no glory in war. War is unforgiving. War doesn't care who lives or dies. Obi-Wan just never thought it would take Cody from him.

Run ~ Qui-Gon sent him into the forest to commune with the Living Force. Instead, he's running for his life and the forest is burning around him.

Call It Home ~ Obi-Wan has a headache. Qui-Gon takes care of him.

See My Dreams All Die ~ Anakin dies on Mustafar, and Obi-Wan is certain he will join him. But Sidious is in need of a new Apprentice, and Obi-Wan Kenobi, injured, alone, and grieving, makes the perfect candidate. First, he must be broken. The battle for Obi-Wan's soul has begun, and the Sith won't accept anything less than complete submission. Obi-Wan will Fall, or he will die. (Multi-chapter)

Duty ~ High Jedi General Obi-Wan Kenobi has been captured by the Separatists. His interrogator believes he knows a way to get him to talk. After all, if the Jedi value all life, shouldn't they do anything to prevent the deaths of innocents?

Pirates and Patience ~ Children are going missing from their homes. Obi-Wan and Qui-Gon are tasked with finding and stopping the gang of pirates responsible. Things don’t go according to plan. (Multi-chapter)

‘Til the Sun Goes Down ~ Mace Windu, not Obi-Wan Kenobi, goes to Utapau to face Grievous. Obi-Wan Kenobi, not Mace Windu, goes to confront Palpatine. The course of destiny changes forever.

Oathbreaking ~ A repudiation and a new beginning. (Multi-chapter)

Faultlines ~ After returning from Zigoola, Obi-Wan feels the Dark Side more strongly. And it centers around Chancellor Palpatine. (Multi-chapter)

To Live, To Die, To Fail ~ Maul wants revenge. Obi-Wan just wants to get out alive. AU of 4x22 "Revenge"

The Will of the Force ~ Obi-Wan Kenobi was born 32 years after he should have been. This changes everything and nothing. (Multi-chapter, In Progress)

Not Alone ~ Obi-Wan has never really been interested in sex. That's perfectly fine with him, but not everyone is so understanding. Luckily, Qui-Gon is there to reassure him.

The Cell ~ Captured by mercenaries seeking information on the Senator Qui-Gon and Obi-Wan were sent to protect, the master learns what helplessness feels like as he is forced to watch the torture of his padawan. Can Obi-Wan hold out long enough for rescue?

Stars Hide Your Fires ~ Qui-Gon is dead, but the battle doesn't end there. Darth Maul has one more trick up his sleeve and Obi-Wan has a promise to keep. (Multi-chapter)