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so idv’s take on niccolò paganini,

is to make him a violinist possessed with a body stitched together and held by strings much like a puppet….the same strings of a violin, a devil….with the name of his father, antonio

a violinist who seeks the utmost purity of sound and “does not care for the boisterous sound”, in twitter replies he would appreciate anyone finding beauty in him but he has a quick temper, charming and enticing, there’s a repeated theme of “finely tuning the beat of your heart” of capturing hearts

“ the Ouroboros is cursed with the fate of devouring lives around it, just as it’s devouring itself. ”

what we have here is nothing else but the son of antonio paganini who indeed never accepted the true measure of his talent because as legend would have it, his father saw it as a ticket out of poverty and again, as legend says he would lock him for practice and hours on end, his skins and accesories repeatdly talk about the heavy control apposed on him, about the longing dream past the weight of carrying his entire family and the expectations that comes with it, something that could have not allowed him to truly “play with his whole heart and soul into it”

it seems like he wants to break free of that control like anyone would, but instead, he found solace in accepting his father’s contract, he is “betraying his own heart” by accepting the control of the fatherly influence devil to be able to perform one grand finale, to accept the distortion of his  own performance just to get to….perfom the true sound he wishes for so dearly “ To take himself to the top, he betrayed himself. “  “What is the truth? Who even cares?”

“ Remind yourself at all times– stay awake no matter what. “