A little JOLT of fun!

Music is a great way to get a sense of a character’s personality, history, or general vibes. You might only have a handful of songs you associate your muse, or you could have a massive playlist that’s impossible to list. Songs make it for all kinds of reasons: the lyrics, the genre, or maybe you just found the song at random and it stuck. The purpose of this meme is to introduce your muse in the span of one album or less, share some of your musical inspiration, or even stuff you’re into right now while you write! You can explain as much or as little as you like (multimuses are welcome to do one track per character too!).

“well here we go.” 1. Aimee Blackshleger- Light your heart up

2. Sword Art Online- “Overfly”|English ver| AmaLee

3. Get Jinxed - League of Legends

4.[Enn] Pierrot English Version

5. Monster(From “Frozen: The Broadway Musical”)

6. NieR: Automata- Amusement Park Dynamic Vocals

7. NieR: Automata-  A Beautiful Song (Bells version)

8. “Irony”(Vocaloid) English Cover by Lizz Robinett

2XXX.01.13

It isn’t often I keep one of these because, well I’m ever so inconsistent with them. I’ve found it difficult to press on in this new world I awoke too. While Shaska has been supportive and I have been re-united with some of my fallen(unfallen?) brothers... I cannot help but feel a sense of melancholic affliction. Twice have I been a villain.. or perhaps it has been three  times? that is beside the point, the point is that I have ruined so many lives and strayed far from my original intended programming that I am unsure of myself.  On odd occasions I see the news girl, Jayden I believe her name is, and the look of absolute horror makes my oil run cold. Though I pose no threat to her  now, she  will  turn tail and  run from me as if I were truly  a monster. Sometimes I find civilians staring at me  and it feels like  the world is judging me or flat out reviling me. I just want to curl in on myself and cease to be sometimes... but my programming wont allow that, part of me still feels the need to bring smiles to the world.. so I reluctantly push on. Though someone did come into my life, he brings smiles to me surprisingly, even though it poses some difficulty, he still tries. Shaska introduced us and apparently he was one of the Doc’s earlier models, before my time. Somehow he makes my core glow with a radiant warmth... even if I do not deserve it.