this is a private, highly selective, and mutuals only- roleplay & art blog for an original character of 10+ years, known as 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐀𝐍 , 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐖𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑. mind you she'll mostly follow my own canon, and world building. but the writing and concepts are inspired by the horror of lovecraft & the writing of robert w. chambers. written and drawn lovingly by 𝐊𝐄𝐑𝐎𝐏𝐏𝐈 / 𝐊𝐄𝐑𝐎.
𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 ... ancient horrors playing human , the relationship between parasites and their hosts , looming terror just out of sight , struggling to comprehend the incomprehensible, the inevitability of the void , what you would sacrifice for what you desire most , and the consequences of greed and obsession.
dark sea cult / pacts
30 , she / them. i work a lot so im really slow- please respect that this isn't my main blog and i'm not really here a lot. im aware i have 9753894 blogs, this one's pretty self indulgent- as this is a returning muse ive had for about 13 years total. she does cover a lot of dark themes, and isn't the easiest to get along with.
blogroll: hatefueled ( main ) , harmartiah , moribnd
respect my lore, and my muse or i will block you.
i have no intention, or desire to mellow my muse for interactions. vivian is a deep horror, an eldritch god. she is not to be trifled with. follows no law, no order- vivian cannot die and cannot be stopped. she exists outside any natural, and unnatural state of being. she, much like her kin, is an inevitable event.
shipping of any kind will be extremely difficult, and will never be healthy or easy. so i am going to be really selective about this.
i do not condone or tolerate inappropriate behavior, and will block anyone who writes ped*philia or inc*st. i will also not tolerate people trying to police or dictate how i should act, or how i ought to do things here. roleplay is a hobby for me, a place to write with my friends. im not here to babysit, and should not be viewed as a job or career. if you don't like how i operate, or how i treat my space here then you are not expected or forced to follow.
themes here will absolutely include: murder, blood, torture, body horror, deep sea horror, deep space horror, manipulation, gaslighting, teeth, gore, explicit sexual content, explicit horror, and MUCH more. each will be tagged accordingly. if i ever need to tag something in particular, like a ship or a character, please feel free to ask me.
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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐃. 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊. private, highly selective, and mutuals only- roleplay & art blog for an original character of 10+ years, known as 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐀𝐍 , 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐖𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑. with writing and concepts inspired by media such as lovecraft, junji ito, robert w chambers, and more. by 𝐊𝐄𝐑𝐎𝐏𝐏𝐈 / 𝐊𝐄𝐑𝐎. please be sure to read my rules on my pinned before you interact.
❝ i’m starting to think you’re my guardian angel. ❞ - and a little something from orianna perhaps :3
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐍 𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐓𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐈𝐆𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄. They truly knew nothing of the universe and it's darkest corners. They could look a snake in the eye, and not know the venom lying in wait. Yes, they fascinate her... their minds are young, and pure, and weightless. Full of wonder and imagination that adults cannot hope to muster as the years fly by. This one is no different; she is ignorant too. Innocent. Endeared to the horror her father has sworn himself to. Not even a year ago now, she was comatose, reduced to skin and bone by illness. Now Orianna is another little girl, with boundless energy, and a love for life.
Vivian smiles at her, deceptively warm. An angel... no. She would not allow even a child to reduce her to such drivel. Winged birds spouting hymns, uttering the oppressive ramblings of their creator. " Oh... I am no angel my sweet. " her tone sing song, as she reaches down to pick her up. Imagine; were it not for her, Orianna would of been a tin girl, doomed to forever in a cage. "I'm much stronger than that, much better! " holding her against her hip, a hand coming to tap gently at the tip of the child's nose.
" I'm a mother. " delicate in it's weight and delivery. It is nothing to influence a mind so blessedly empty. She doesn't need to. " I could be yours as well, if you wish. " if. if. if. Yes if... and it is with her power keeping the girl alive, that Vivian sees boundless potential. " I would keep you safe, and take care of you. Make all your dreams come true, just like I did for your papa. "
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Orianna has been revived, not by shimmer and hextech, but through Vivian's reality-altering powers, meaning she is exactly as she was prior to contracting her illness.
Singed has the ability — through his pact with Vivian — to make himself exactly as he was when Orianna was originally alive, and does so whenever he is around his daughter or is otherwise in need of a "disguise" as no one but Heimerdinger would recognize him as Corin Reveck ( and he's dead / probably respawned in Bandle City idk ). He can "melt" this away to reveal the monster he actually is, as can Vivian.
Singed and Vivian "co-parent" Orianna, who knows Vivian as her father's "new friend." She asks about her mother, but Singed gives vague responses such as "she's gone away right now" and "she wouldn't want you to worry." His inner turmoil at keeping the truth from his daughter while also not outright lying to her amuses Vivian greatly.
As Vivian knows the terrible truth about Orianna's mother, Singed is extremely anxious as to whether or not she will "tell on him." Again, this delights Vivian.
While Singed might have normally been content with having his daughter back, at least for a long while, Vivian has "magnified" his already capacious desire for knowledge and he is becoming restless to fill it; this has led him to conducting progressively horrific experiments for no other reason than to "see what happens."
The longer Singed is pacted with Vivian, the more he... changes... inside and outside.
insane actually, about the idea of herta's exploration into infinite possibility and alternate universes- being what draws vivian to the universe of honkai. and the cast of characters is a literal gold-mine. one day she just... appears within the simulated or divergent universes. and she is able to interact, to touch anything that enters it from the outside. and eventually leave it, to where the main cast is.
i think in any "verse" it would be the same. she's drawn to the concept of possibility and change, she feeds off of it. so. idk i think it's a neat idea,,, sometimes she just goes to a universe because she can. other times she's pulled to it, drawn to it like a predator to prey. it's... inevitable.
❝ a less trusting person might think this all sounds very suspicious. ❞
❝ you say all the right words, but i’m not sure you mean the right things. ❞
❝ i know somewhere quiet. somewhere intimate. somewhere we can…indulge in each other. ❞
❝ eugh, don’t be nice to me. it makes me want to be nice back. ❞
❝ we needn’t be enemies. there’s plenty of those to go around already. ❞
❝ there’s a steeliness to you, an unwavering tenacity in the face of, to be frank, quite dire odds. ❞
❝ even the waves of fate can break upon the shores of will. ❞
❝ i appreciate anyone that opens a conversation with threats of bodily harm. ❞
❝ oh, you know me - ever the optimist. i’m trying to focus on the positives. ❞
❝ i’m not easily impressed by people, but you’re stronger than i gave you credit for. ❞
❝ there’s an air about you. something alien. ❞
❝ loosen the grip on your pride for one blasted moment, won’t you? ❞
❝ it’s been a long time since someone stuck their neck out for me like that. ❞
❝ there’s something odd about this village. people skulk around like they’ve something to hide. ❞
❝ you know, if you want to spend time with me, you only have to say so. ❞
❝ i want to know what the world sees when it looks at me. what you see. ❞
❝ what’s better than a devil you don’t know? a devil you do. ❞
❝ you must know that you’re…that you’re very special to me. ❞
❝ the gods are nothing if not vindictive in their vengeance. ❞
❝ stay with me a while, will you? day will come all too soon. ❞
❝ here’s my little treat with their cheeks all flushed. ❞
❝ i am terrified. i will not claim otherwise. ❞
❝ my apologies. i’m not quite myself yet. i had the strangest dream last night. ❞
❝ we didn’t die today. tomorrow, perhaps. but not today. ❞
❝ leader’s need to make tough decisions. we do what we must. ❞
❝ i think that unknowable powers come with unknowable consequences. ❞
❝ i’ve had a lifetime’s fill of watching little men puff themselves up with grand titles. ❞
❝ in these times, all we can trust are the blades in our hands. ❞
❝ it’s not easy to turn away from one you once loved. ❞
❝ much has been promised to you, hasn’t it? but what has been taken from you? ❞
❝ damn it all. i can do nothing right - not a damn thing. ❞
❝ every instinct i have tells me that nothing’s changed. that i’m still just a means to an end. ❞
❝ do not speak of a story you only know the half of. ❞
❝ i dreamt every night that you’d come back to me. that somehow it was all a nightmare dawn would undo. ❞
❝ when the time comes to strike, you must take it. for there may be only one chance. ❞
❝ your eyes. there is pain, endless and deep. but also devotion - blazing like the sun. ❞
❝ you’re adorable even when you’re teasing me. ❞
❝ i don’t need your help, and i don’t need your pity. ❞
❝ i’m more than what i was. and i’m not afraid of anything any more. ❞
❝ i said exactly what i meant: i love you. you should never, never doubt that. ❞
❝ this is all like some sort of terrible dream. but it’s real, isn’t it? ❞
❝ there is no redemption. can’t you see? it is too late. ❞
❝ i don’t know that it was brave. i just know that it was right. ❞
❝ you took those bastards down like it was nothing. it…was amazing. ❞
❝ they underestimated me. so they paid the price. ❞
❝ we fight, we die, and we just hope that when our time comes, there is someone else to take our place. ❞
❝ unfortunately for me, you’re my friend. rescuing you from mortal peril is my right. ❞
❝ what did you think i was going to say? 'oh, come here, i'll kiss you better'? ❞
❝ flowers are so overrated. they're bright, gaudy, and almost never make good poisons. ❞
❝ i’ve been lied to, my whole life. and i was gullible enough to just believe it. ❞
❝ you know, i never pictured myself as a hero. never thought i'd be the one they toast for saving so many lives. and now that i'm here…i hate it. ❞
❝ you know, i feel a connection between us. like we're two souls walking the same path. ❞
❝ the forgiving sort, are you? you should be careful. plenty would take advantage of that. ❞
❝ it’s as if god made you just to ruin me. ❞
❝ perish the thought. every word i said was nothing less than true. ❞
❝ you have a manner of irresistible desperation about you. i like it. ❞
❝ i got my eye on you. you got the look of a troublemaker. ❞
❝ i’m starting to think you’re my guardian angel. ❞
❝ it seems you know me better than i know myself. ❞
❝ you…you have no idea what you’ve done. ❞
❝ they say madness and genius are separated by but a hair’s breadth. perhaps the same is true of madness and stupidity. ❞
❝ oh, it’s you. don’t you get tired of telling people how to live their lives? ❞
❝ good morning! thank you for not killing me the other night. ❞
❝ when the time comes to strike, you must take it. for there may be only one chance. ❞
❝ it is good to savour the moment of victory - but pace bg3 syourself. our fight is just beginning. ❞
❝ i was too hasty to judge you. i thought you were witless, gutless, unimpressivably bland… ❞
❝ yours is the first happy face i’ve seen in a good while. ❞
❝ when hope has been whittled down to the very marrow of despair – that’s when you’ll come knocking on my door. ❞
❝ thank you, my friend. maybe we’ll meet again, in another life. ❞
❝ you’ll regret sticking your nose in my business. ❞
" We could find you something to hunt. Something big. With a great many teeth to gore you with. " head tilts. " Though perhaps something to drink might quell how restless you've grown instead. " conjuring a bottle, heavy with amber liquid. She has presented herself as... no more than a mage. Of sorts. Harmless really.
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❝ what’s better than a devil you don’t know? a devil you do. ❞ ( silco ! )
𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒 𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐊 𝐇𝐈𝐌𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐀𝐋? 𝐀 𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋? She has seen devils, peeled their minds to bits- just as she's done countless others. Creatures all bound within the confines of a constricting reality, all exploitable, fragile. The real challenge is fitting inside soft skin, with a fair face. It's so fun playing these roles; pretending to be whatever it is her prey wishes for most. She could even be a devil if she wished it so- with horns, a lashing tail, and tattered wings. Silco... Silco is clever, he has ambition and the determination to see it through. But he is just a man, a human too bitter to die. Yes... the form of potential does not matter to her. It can after all, be molded, changed, to suit her whims.
" I suppose you're right. " said with a smile. How true; but does he know her? A name is all he will have for now. No more than a drop in the ocean that is the horror that stands before him. " I do know you. Quite well actually. " ominous words loom, hang cold and heavy in the air between them. It isn't a threat, but something else. " I know you. I know the you that died in those waters. " an invitation. " And I know the you who will achieve everything you've fought tooth an nail for. Would you like to know how many other 'you's' I know, Silco? "
as pleasant as vivian plays herself up to be at times, it's important to remember she is literally a predator. akin to a carnivore seeking its next meal. a horror, that feeds off of radical universal change, and will try to find every way she can benefit her own needs and filfil her endless hunger. it doesn't matter what you do. once vivian has entered the playing field, the entire universe is her web- and she the spider. it's the best sort of comparison i can think of really. and the only way to really 'beat' her, is to outsmart her. and that is. challenging. you have to know how, and you have to know what she is and how her kin do things... she isn't good or evil. but she IS bad news.
𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐃. 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊. private, highly selective, and mutuals only- roleplay & art blog for an original character of 10+ years, known as 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐀𝐍 , 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐖𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑. with writing and concepts inspired by media such as lovecraft, junji ito, robert w chambers, and more. by 𝐊𝐄𝐑𝐎𝐏𝐏𝐈 / 𝐊𝐄𝐑𝐎. please be sure to read my rules on my pinned before you interact.
he knew he should've stayed in bed that morning. but no , he had to get antsy , had to just get out and do something to keep himself occupied, idle hands and all that jazz.
the moment his little metal creation jerks and shudders, arys is moving -- shooting up from his stool which teeters with the gesture -- he's expression shifts , eyes widening as something akin to wonder mixed with pure HORROR crisps his features.
〝 uh , viv -- vivian , stop , 〞 but words fall on deaf ears . what she started, doesn't seem keen to stop just yet. the wolf watches , terror gripping him cold and rough , as his cute little metal creation comes to life , an abomination . 〝 viv -- what the actual fuck ...!? turn him back -- turn him back right now !! 〞
𝐇𝐄'𝐒 𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐂… 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐖𝐇𝐘? Well she knows why. But why? Is he not curious, does he not have a creative mind? It would seem he has tied some kind of emotional bond to this creation. Then... he should be even more pleased. For it's disposition is still rather tranquil. If she so desired, it could become a violent predator, a hunter out for blood and viscera. But it remains calm, drooling between it's teeth, as it stares at the both of them with unblinking eyes( three of them ).
" Now why would I do that? " dark lips parted in a playful smile. And as he stares in horror at her work, she reaches out to stroke beneath it's misshapen chin. " Look at Steve now darling. A beating heart, pumping blood, a brain- to learn. " and in response to her touch, her dulcet tone... it coos back. Though it's tone is wet, and it cannot form proper words to reply with. " You ought to be thanking me. "
@deadn30n asked: " Lookin' a little lonely over there friend; need someone to sit with ya? " ( from aventurine ♥ )
𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐀𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐒 𝐇𝐄𝐑, 𝐀 𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐕𝐎𝐈𝐃. She can feel it, an emptiness begging to be filled- with what? Money certainly didn't seem to satisfy, he had plenty of it to spare and yet... dissatisfaction looms 'round every corner. Doesn't it? Haunts him as a specter to remind him of every loss he's ever endured. And she finds, much like the other's she's crossed paths with- has been many. For someone who's positively dripping with good fortune... he's failed to keep what matters most.
She comes from a similar void; called to this reality by overcurious minds. Now a parasite among it's stars, waiting to strike her next meal. Yes. The moment he speaks she can see it- a thread as thin as a hair. Potential, a great deal of it.
" Oh...? " bangs sweep gently as she turns her head, greeting him with an impossibly warm smile. " I wouldn't mind some company at all actually. " painted fingers adjust their hold on her glass. " Though...? Introductions usually begin with a name, don't they? " offering her other hand. " I'm Vivian, by the by. "
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