(Reupload) TW: Self-harm
This is an unpleasant message to you all:
Hey my loves, my fabulous Tedgy fans... it's your girl coming to you with the heaviest heart I've ever carried. Four months ago, my big cousin, my Honey Bear, took her own life after battling depression. February 10th... the day the music stopped. She was supposed to shine so bright, y'all. I had big dreams cooked up just for her. I was gonna drop a whole video series to help turn my Honey Bear into a fierce Nurse YouTuber — scrubs on, stethoscope serving looks, educating and empowering everyone. I even wrote multiple full transcripts to lift her spirits and get her started. But it was too late. The curtain closed before she could step on stage. I was heartbroken. Straight up devastated. It felt so unfair — like the universe snatched my Honey Bear right when we were about to build something beautiful. I couldn't even pick up the camera for a while. Lost my sparkle. Because when someone that close leaves like this, it hits different. And the saddest part? A lot of people are just... too busy, a little too selfish, scrolling past the signs. We say "I'll check on them later" but later never comes, honey. Not on my watch anymore. One day in the future, I'm turning this pain into power. I'm building a new nurse center dedicated to Honey Bear — a place that helps future nurses chase their dreams, get the support they need, and know they're never alone. Mental health checks, career glow-ups, real community. We're making it happen. So listen up, everyone: Act now. Don't wait for the "perfect moment." Pick up the phone, send that message, be there for the people you love. Depression doesn't send a formal invitation — it just shows up. Be the reason someone stays. Be the helping hand before it's too late. Don't let another Honey Bear slip away while we're all "too busy."
Honey Bear, my big cousin, my forever muse — this one's for you. I'll keep your light shining, baby. Rest in power, my cousin. 💕🕊
If you're struggling, please reach out. You're not alone. Drop a 💔 or 🐻 if you're sending love to Honey Bear today. Let's flood this post with support.
