i feel trapped, sometimes i dont know what to do anymore. life's a chore sometimes. i wish i could stop these negative thoughts overtake me. i know my addiction got the better of me, but sometimes the words coming from my support network just does more damage than good. i wish i could be understood. i dont respond well to tough love, i just want someone to nuture me and understand what's going on in my head. but its always a mental battle, everything feels like a chore.




















