it's still me just genuine this time

hey so,,,moved blogs again, promise for the last time but if u want the new one pls like this or send a message!!!

hey so,,,moved blogs again, promise for the last time but if u want the new one pls like this or send a message!!!

hey so,,,moved blogs again, promise for the last time but if u want the new one pls like this or send a message!!!

hey so,,,moved blogs again, promise for the last time but if u want the new one pls like this or send a message!!!

she’s distant! she’s incoherent! she’s sensitive! she uses escapism as a coping mechanism! she’s me!!!

having to be “mature” at a young age sucks bc you aren’t really “mature-mature” you’re a child playing at a maturity bc you don’t have the foundation to be the bigger person when conflict arrives so what you do is ignore it bc ignoring a problem and being happy about a resolution look the same to your inexperienced eyes. Then you get adults praising you for a development above your peers but you aren’t really developing. You’re stagnant. Your peers will grow up and experience things and make mistakes and grow from them but you will keep yourself in this box, ignoring things ignoring ignoring ignoring until one day you have to face the fact… it wasn’t maturity you had. It was fear. And now you’re an adult too and you make all of your choices based on an emotional risk/costs analysis bc you don’t know any emotion other than fear & you have to start healing from your own childhood by making peace that you weren’t really a mature child. You were just a child who was given too much to carry & didn’t know how to say “no”.

You sure that ain’t a portal?

you know, if an adult is a nice person that’s not “innocence.” they learned how to actively be a good person. they’re not some eternal child

also i’m gonna be real why is it that being nice in general is seen as a childish or immature trait

me: *projects my whole entire self onto a fictional character* me: truly incredible just how alike we are