Lily

I miss him so much sometimes. Wdym I won’t see him every day next school year? Chat I am not ok.

That feeling when graduation is tmr and your happy bc you can like get his number and contact him more but you also feel the gut wrenching sadness knowing you won’t see him everyday anymore.

Guys…. I graduate soon and I’m like not ok bc wdym I won’t be seeing him everyday. But also I’m gonna have his number and facebook and shit so that’s fun. Also we have been having so many deep convos and so much witty banter and I’m just like not ok rn. If anyone needs me I’m gonna be disassociating thinking of him😙✌️

So I he had said something abt being sad one of his students got kicked out and I acted offended bc he’s not that sad abt me graduating soon and he said well I won’t see that student again bc they are kicked out. And I was like tru I’ll still bother you he just smiled and was like yeah. And it’s like I joke abt bothering him after I graduate but the fact that he references me calling him when I’m taking hard classes or when I start teaching and complaining to him. Like ahhhh. Also I got to show him the sound system in my car today and he was so adorable when we were talking abt it. Anyway chat… someone kill me

The fucking banter

Guys when we were talking yesterday and went to stretch and his shirt lifted just a little and I almost died. Also the banter is making me go insane!!!

Guys it’s a new year and the same old obsession

Summer break had me missing him like crazy