I want to tell my family about this guy
This guy has been in my life since I was 16
Heās been there when Gari died
He knew what was going on in my life
His family knows about me
He listen to me when something is bothering me
He gives me advice or tell me that i need to not care
I need to not care about what people thinks of me or says about me
He just doesnāt want me to care
He knows that i do care and that Iām hurt
So this is his way of looking out for me
He has a sister who is in a long distance relationship with a boy named Ryan
But again he wants my family to know about him
Also he knew about josh and I
He told me that Iām going to regret dating josh
I mean, Josh basically brainshed the family with how he wanted us to see him
Heās more mature than anyone
Heās still in high school
Heās on a 504 due to his asthma
I knew him from a guy named Jacob Murphy, they both āworkedā at my home school in the summer to fix the chrome books that the school wanted them to fix
Also the school made them spray paint hornets on the carts so when the teachers signs them out they know who has them and who it goes to next
Jacob and I arent friends and Cody knows that
Cody respects that i dont like him
And i know that Cody is friends with him and Iām fine with them being friends
But like i said, he cares and heās sweet
His eyes are so beautiful and i love his smile
He is smart even tho heās still in school but atleast heās actually getting his diploma instead of getting a GED and not doing anything about it
He actually has his life put together
Heās going to get a job eventually, here soon i think
Heās so sweet even though we might argue over something that was a misunderstanding and he calls me to explain what he meant and i do the same then we say that weāre sorry and we just talk about me doing photography and how much he wants to help me edit photos and that he wants to teach me the correct ways on how to do it
Canāt you believe that a guy wants to help me with something that i like to do?
Itās like heās so supportive of me and he sees all of my paintings, drawing that Iāve been doing and he told me that Iāve gotten better
Canāt you believe that!
So yeah, I wish i could just openly tell my family about him but now i need to! Now i need too before Cindy is gone.. i donāt want to lose her, sheās still young and healthy. But i want her to meet him. I really do. I just want her to meet him and tell me stuff before she goes to heaven. I mean, Iāve kept this inside and now itās eating me alive. I just donāt understand why I find this hard to talk about. Idk maybe itās the age, who knows but Iām 18, so it shouldnāt matter and he knows that you guys are Christians and he respects that. He knows that i was baptised, he knew about Ruth passing away and Gari like i said. He knows a lot for somebody that Iāve been friends with since i was 16 and now that Iām older and heās older, we both like each other
He wants to take it slooooooow which is a really good thing! And i think that you guys would agree. I even did and i told him if thatās what he wanted then we can and we will
Thereās no point in rushing our lives away
He knows a lot about cars and if Gari was a live, i bet they would of bonded and talk about cars. Thatās what i want. I want somebody that i am able to bond with and be myself without being judged but also somebody who will like my family and my family to like him.
Cody is like 5ā9 or 6ft, I cant remember but he has dark brown long hair, with eyes that changes colors but to me itās mostly blue or green, itās pretty. He has a fake tooth in his mouth, he likes playing PC games
I think that you guys will like him, i just hope you guys do. Itās not like heās 5 years older than me or 10. Heās 2 years older than me.
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