transvestite freak

Rumpleteazer: *to Bombalurina* Haha, so true busty! I mean breastie, I mean… Fuck.

writing a thing for this assignment and am incredibly hyper-aware that i have used the word 'discusses' way too much

my professor liked my interpretive problem #winning

so important to me that the sex in the jimmy/julia qpr is bad. jimmy as a gay guy has trouble staying hard and keeps fumbling around for her clit. julia has never had sex with a man who isn't her husband and doesn't really know what to do with jimmy. she doesn't know what he likes or doesn't and honestly she doesn't entirely care. they're both moaning somebody else's name and neither of them get off. it's desperate and gentle and they're both longing for a partner that they'll never get to have again.

in my mind the qpr involves them being married. it's the late 40s-early 50s, they both lost a lover to the war and neither of them is allowed to truly express how they feel about that. getting married gives jimmy some protection as a gay man and it's good for julia's reputation because it dissuades speculation around her relationships with her band mates. her and jimmy are pushing the boundaries of friendship beyond what would've been expected of a man and woman. i don't think the rest of the band really understands what they nature of their relationship is but none of them need to. the entire band has non-traditional relationships with each other, it comes with the PTSD. jimmy and julia are good for each other anyway.

so important to me that the sex in the jimmy/julia qpr is bad. jimmy as a gay guy has trouble staying hard and keeps fumbling around for her clit. julia has never had sex with a man who isn't her husband and doesn't really know what to do with jimmy. she doesn't know what he likes or doesn't and honestly she doesn't entirely care. they're both moaning somebody else's name and neither of them get off. it's desperate and gentle and they're both longing for a partner that they'll never get to have again.

in my mind the qpr involves them being married. it's the late 40s-early 50s, they both lost a lover to the war and neither of them is allowed to truly express how they feel about that. getting married gives jimmy some protection as a gay man and it's good for julia's reputation because it dissuades speculation around her relationships with her band mates. her and jimmy are pushing the boundaries of friendship beyond what would've been expected of a man and woman. i don't think the rest of the band really understands what they nature of their relationship is but none of them need to. the entire band has non-traditional relationships with each other, it comes with the PTSD. jimmy and julia are good for each other anyway.

Sorry I moaned when you spoke. I need you in a way that's concerning.

what is life without procrastination (<- guy who assignment extention-ed too close to the sun and spent like 3-4 hours this morning writing an entire short lit review)

also important to know my topic was on barriers to higher education for disabled students so i felt high-key called out the entire time i was writing that thing