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I donât get it. Why do you even have to âcome outâ like âiâm gayâ? Straight people donât have to come out and say âhey iâm straightâ.

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Personal Guidelines
Disclaimer: I am very mentally ill. I do not in any way promote eating disorders or self-harming behaviors. This post is not meant to encourage anyone to copy my daily methods, but to help me connect with people who struggle with same issues as I do.Â
A n a
eat 500 cal a day to keep your metabolism going
allowed exceptions - do not EVER go over 1000 cal: - birthdays, holidays, celebrations, etc. - staying at boyfriendâs place - going out to eat with family - visiting grandparents
fasting is ok (never longer than 3 days), but I find it easier to not binge when I eat a bit every day
weigh yourself every morning before eating and after going to the bathroom
only do this if nobody is home can thus cannot catch you doing it
do not purge or self harm, no matter how disgusting you feel
look at thinspiration every morning
drink at least 2 liters of water; the more the better
drink green tea
avoid bread and pasta!! (my greatest weaknesses; Iâd die for a bowl of rice)
eat only when in the presence of other people
never eat alone/hidden
bite food 15 times or until it is liquid and only then swallow
avoid kitchen
avoid bringing food into your room
hide food out of your sight
drink two glasses of water before a meal, one during eating, and one afterwards
B i n g e
before you binge:
look at thinspiration
drink four glasses of water
go for a walk with dogs
brush teeth
occupy yourself
games (I like RPGs because they let me really âgo awayâ from my life) -Skyrim (food is present as a healing method but I usually do fine with spells/potions) -Dragon Age (Inquisition is my favorite) -Diablo 3 -Stardew Valley (a farming game; food is present but it is in a pixel style and does not cause me personally discomfort) -League of Legends
books
music -especially something you like to play loud
meditate
browse Tumblr
eat safe foods if you cannot seem to avoid binging
carrots
grapes
bananas
oatmeal
baby carrots
apples
blueberries
strawberries
sea buckthorn berries (add to a smoothie to get a huge punch of C vitamins) They donât taste that good by themselves, which can curb your appetite!
baby carrots (i just love them so much)
seriously 200 grams (0.45 pounds?) of baby carrots is ~60 cals!
H e a l t h
take your meds and vitamins daily
take necessary meds for panic attacks and hallucinations when needed
remember to get your calcium and protein!!!
either a glass of fat-free milk (diary or vegetarian) or fat-free, natural yogurt; food supplements if you seriously hate diary-like products
yogurt with oatmeal and berries makes a good breakfast
take sleeping meds around 9pm-10pm
exercise daily
take dogs out for walks
30 minutes of brisk walking burns ~180 cals
excuses: -âI need to take a break from school/workingâ -âI need some fresh airâ -âThe dogs were being restlessâ / other excuse related to the dogs -âItâs a nice weatherâ
ab and arm workout in the mornings and evenings
brush teeth at least twice daily
after shower/washing face use lotions to make sure your skin doesnât dry and crack in the harsh Arctic air
O t h e r / T M I
////////TW for sex,
you wonât poop much
drinking a lot results to a lot of peeing which might cause problems. Have some pads/toilet paper with you just in case
do not talk about food
think âI do not want thatâ instead of âI canât have itâ
prolonging sex not only allows you to burn more calories but you both can have a lot of fun
it is essential to keep yourself occupied
try to avoid mirrors and weights as much as you can; they only make you feel shitty
Think about how happy you will be when you can see your ribs and how happy you will be when you can eat whatever you want and just workout and no weight gain.

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IÂ donât care if it hurts I want to have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice when Iâm not around Youâre so fucking special I wish I was special
Radiohead - Creep (via sad-broken-lost-girl)
Remember this feeling
Normally this time of night I'm laying in bed and I'm listening and feeling my tummy growl. I embrace it. It feels good. I know that when I wake up I will be smaller. I know that I had self control that day. I am secretly proud.
Tonight I'm laying here after a binge and I can literally feel the pizza and two huge bowls of cereal floating in my stomach, up esophagus, teasing me. It's taunting the back of my throat. It won't come out though. It is making a sloshing feeling, a bloated feeling. I won't sleep good. I'll probably have nightmares due to the increase in hormonal activity from the massive amount of food I ate.
The loss of control sucks. It feels like failure. The anxiety is hanging on right behind it. Do I weigh tomorrow?!?! I bet I've gained because of my disgusting display. The few seconds of euphoria I got from shoveling pizza and froot loops in my face is nothing compared to the hours of nausea and bloat I've had since. Not to mention the guilt and anxiety.
Then there's the thinspo pics staring at me. Where where you when the food started to touch my lips?! I put my phone down because I didn't want to look at skinny girls. I knew exactly what I was doing.
I will still look at you tonight though. Because looking at pictures of thin beautiful skin and bones, despite the fact that I am a failure, is a lot better than looking at the images plastered in the back of my own mind.
Here's to tomorrow.
It is another day.
Day one.
Starting over.
Again.