there's no shortcut to a dream

I'm sick and tired of not liking how I look. Everyone tells me that I look fine and this and that, but everyone has their own definition of normal, and what a good weight is for themself. I first thought I was heavy at my same old weight 2 years ago, and now 2 years later, I am 30 more pounds then I was then because I met my boyfriend, formed bad eating habits, and stress ate through post secondary. I guess my 'freshman 15' was actually the freshman 30. So, today I decided to have a clean slate. I renewed my online weight watchers subscription, I printed a monthly calendar to check off the days I ate well, I weighed myself on my new scale, I check my activity on my fitbit, and I roughly planned my meals for the week.  Today I ate:  Breakfast: 1 Egg 1 Piece of toast Margarine Snack: Apple with cinnamon Supper:  2 Tacos, with lean beef, with measured out cheese, sour cream and salsa, and cut up radishes, celery, carrots, peppers, and mushrooms with dip.  So far I have had 1 bottle of water, and 3 cups of tea.  I always say this time I'll do it, this time I'll stick with it and I never do, but this time I am really trying to set myself up for success.

Something must entirely be wrong with me... Actually probably abducted by aliens because why am I eating vegetables? Proud of Erik and I for doing such a healthy shop tonight!!