Official Krampus Fangirl

Woo I'm back. *If anyone gives a shit about it. So why the frickity-doo did I vanish into thin air. Well, let me tell you my story. December: Unable to go to school anymore. Panic attacks. January: Stayed at home. Fucked up sleep pattern. Woke up at 8pm to talk with American friends, played all night (mom was never home), went to sleep at 1pm. Unable to leave house at all. Sometimes I couldn't even leave the couch (which was my bed btw because I refused to sleep in my room) February: Couldn't continue with that lifestyle. Mom dragged me to the doctor. Doctor dragged me to a psychiatrist. Psychiatrist dragged me into the psychiatry. *After the psychiatrist: 'Yaaay I'm gifted. Look at my fucking smile can you see how happy I am?? NOT.' 4th February: Hooray, Psychiatry. (It wasn't that bad tbh) 4th February - 12th May: Stayed in Psychiatry. Successfully finished therapy. Was able to talk to people again. Saw many terrible things, but also made some good friends. Couldn't wait to go home - but, NOPE. Not for me. Was put in a foster home, because my mom said she wouldn't be able to handle me. 12th - till now: Woo foster home. Far away from my original home town. But hey, there's food on the table. And it's quite nice. I have pocket money. Now: 4 cups of coffee rushing through my body. It's 1:45am and I can't sleep. Successfully logged into this account again.

'Accidentally' logged into this blog. Wow what sort of bullshit did I post, damn I'm really sorry.