“Dear November, I used to get excited when you’d come, that was the case this year too but I didn’t know you’d bring calamities with you this time, because you never did so earlier. You were always so nice to me. All the time I’ve been here you only brought the best things; breezing nights, warming coffee, blissful memories and moments. You always brought a sense of cold, a buzzing wind, smell of winters with you, a reason for me to smile and start reflecting back on the year that had past. I know I shouldn’t be ungrateful for all that you’ve done throughout the years but what you brought this year left me a little too shattered I must say. You’d probably argue it was my own doing and it probably was but it wasn’t really a good time for everything to fall apart again. Things I was meaning to make happen, when you and your next neighbor came, turned to dust as you brought tragic news. The plans I was structuring, the castle I was building, came crashing down like shards of glass in a jiffy. What started off as a small hope, in a cold November night, turned into a series of sleepless nights as I realized that this world doesn’t work the way you want it to. It’s bullocks to think that when you want something with your might the universe conspires in helping you achieve it, for it doesn’t, it never does. What’s not meant for you, no matter how hard you try, you’re not gonna get it, simple. A simple lesson that took me a while to understand, that’s what you brought, we learn and come back stronger I guess but I don’t know how to be strong anymore. Let’s hope that when your neighbor comes I’ll be in a better shape but as I bid farewell to you, I wanted you to know that even though you had my best interests at heart, what you brought broke me completely. Good bye November. Forever yours, DG”
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