Talk to the bearcub

I won’t lie and say I don’t want to lose weight and that, because I do. I know i’m kinda a big guy, but i’ve accepted that and kinda comfortable with myself. There are still moments where I look at myself or a shirt doesn’t fit and think crappy thoughts about the way I look though.

However then another day I could be out with friends and look at myself and think i’m great.

Is this episode of The Simpsons over? No but seriously, America is not a business and building a wall isn’t going to solve anything.

I think anyone who has lived in Ohio has always wanted to move away, wishing for a new life or something.

Yeah I do, but not right now. When I have things figured out and i’ve finished college then i’ll move, probably to a nearby state or where there is a good job opportunity for me.

I’ve worked in a gym as a personal trainer or at least helping as an assistant before and some have asked me on the best way to do something. So yeah I guess I have worked out plans. It can be interesting to do, especially when someone wants to build up muscle or lose weight asap, but in reality it will take a couple of weeks for things to be noticable. That’s if they stick to the plan that is.

A couple of months, long enough for us to move in together at least for a short while.

I will go where the job market takes me.

Sometimes, but mostly wear caps in the summer or if it’s at a game and want to support my team.

Oh I do wear a hat when dancing in Scandals too.

Nobody serious, there’s a guy who I hang out with a lot, but nobody I would call a proper boyfriend just yet.

I considered it and even been to their games to see if I could meet their standard, but don’t think college level is for me. I mean you have guys who have football scholarships there and everything. I know one guy who has been talking to some agents for top Ohio teams, so it’s tough.

Someday yeah. I always imagine myself in some office and my husband comes in with my kid, I pick my kid up and then kiss my husband. Sounds stupid, but it’s something I want.

Not that long ago to be honest, it’s been hot in Ohio and so when with a guy on a date we had one.

It went ok, I had to find out where they had their meetings first. I became slightly awkward but after five minutes things were cool. I just heard people’s stories and about what they do around campus and in town.

Actually I havn’t. I do speed occasionally, but I manage to avoid the cops or any speed cameras that may be on that stretch of road.

God just one? There are so many amazing songs out there....ok i’ll pick a few.

Elbow - One Day Like This

A Great Big World - Already Home

Johnny Cash - I Walk the Line

Queen - The Show Must Go On

Majority of the books i’m reading at the moment are for college.

I am a fan of Tolkien and Terry Pratchett though. I want to attempt reading Game of Thrones, but those books are epic.

I think i’ve answered this, but not Donald Trump, or any Republican to be honest. My mother on the other hand will probably vote Republican, no matter what I say.

Maybe Clinton, but not sure.