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Hey! 🙋

You ever have those days where you wake up and just feel utterly and completely miserable? I’m experiencing a complete body shut down with no intention of making it better. I don’t want to move, I don’t want to eat, I don’t want to do anything. A lot of people would say this is just an extremely lazy person. Well, I am lazy but this is a totally different feeling than just “lazy”. I feel like everything about me has just been cut out and I’m just this empty body floating around. All I want to do is cry and I don’t know why. Have you ever had this feeling? Does it get better? What’s sad about this is I’ve lost people close to me because they don’t understand, even when I’ve tried to explain it to them. I am so tired of always being there for people, caring for people, and going out of my way for people. Then in return, I’m backstabbed by them and treated like nothing I did mattered. I know this is something I need to work on but how do you do that? Where do you start?

This is Lucian. He's my German Pitt mix and he is a rescue. He turned 3 not to long ago. Even though I've only had him for 6 months, I love him to pieces. He's so funny and he's a big goofball. He also loves to be outside(more than any normal dog). He can be a bit mean at times and obnoxious lol but I love him either way. He's my man :)