step one: be an 11 year old in 2011 looking up invader zim fan content on the internet
step two: absorb interpretations of the show via said fan content at that time. so spooky. so emotional. so dramatic. arguably traumatic. more so than a silly (albeit dark) children’s cartoon outta be, even if it’s to be taken seriously.
step three: skip ahead 10 or so years later
step four: seek out the same fan content again for retrospective/nostalgia’s sake
step five: be retroactively disturbed at the nature of that era’s fandom content and its implications
step six: view recent feedback on content and revel in the validation of knowing it wasn’t just you who had this extremely strange experience