Sad, stressed and lonely
I have literally been locked in my room mostly for this quarantine and I really need to STOP STRESSING over classes and PEOPLE.
I was in my Korean class for a zoom and end up getting placed in the group with a Korean guy who legit was my FRIEND but we really didnt get a chance to link up this semester and I have always kinda gotten weird vibes from. (Not in a bad way, just in he probably doesn't think of me in a friend way.)
I really need get over making mistakes in Korean but I was honestly a bit embarrassed. I am just glad I finished all my homework in the course but oof it always feels uncomfy to mess up in front of ppl who know you.
Also, in GENERAL I need to stop trying to engage with those who do not reciprocate the effort (that guy being one). I will eventually learn to not seek out relationships with others when I/they can't make time for each other. I will learn and I always have a MIGHTY God to lean on.
Lastly, I feel better just writing this out and I think I'll continue to do so :) Thanks for readin'
-ya girl
