I am on five fucking medications.....and people wonder why my moods can change on the flip of a dime.
Im on four antiepileptic medications and one sleeping medication that is also an anti- depressant as well. Fucking Jesus Christ. So I'm on keppra, lamical, zonagran, topamax (all antiepileptics) and remreron, the sleeping/antidepressant. How the fuck do I function on a daily basis? Seriously? I have no idea. The only benefit, other than having no seizures, is that the topamax is helping me loose weight, but besides that, nothing. They're actually causing so many problems. I keep snapping at people and then isolating myself and when I apologize for my actions, they won't accept it because they, I'm specifically referring to my mother, say I'm lying and it's not sincere. My brain and body have so many things wrong with it and there are so many drugs in it trying to correct imbalances and you're yelling at me because you gave me shitty genes? Dude...lol













