One thing I've noticed is that whenever I think about my life as ZIM or an Irken I'm able to come up with better disguises, and plans to dominate and conquer than i was able to when I was Zim, I also think about the fact that if i had never met the dib how things would've been so much easier, for he was a mere distraction of a plaything and without the kid maybe the tallest would've grown to adore and forgive me for what i had done in the past, maybe the earth would've been mine, but alas. The past is the past, and this weird human life awaits for the new me, I may never accept grow to accept that it's over, but this simple life grows distracting at times. So many lives I have lived, so little memories. leaving me to just think sometimes, "If I was still ZIM what would I be doing right now? fighting the Dib? watching some stupid show with GIR? In space driving my voot?" I never got to enjoy life as a Irken when I had it, I was always busy planning, working, scheming, and out doing things rather than enjoying the things I miss so dearly. The stars, and freedom to access space travel. The little things, like the silly struggle to learn how to read English, hold a human pencil correctly, insulting the dib, I was so utterly smart and still learning only for it all to fall apart into this small Human life.