#zenitsu fictive

Getting embarrassed each time i post something with missing words or weird spelling mistakes, it's the brain's fault for thinking too fast and forgetting to make the hands type everything. The eyes' fault for not registering that I literally forgot to add a word or a letter. Bruh-

"It sounds different from your mouth This time, my head rings so loud Let me find a way to let you down~♪!"

⚠ This blog is run by a jiraihera (jirai + menhera), they'll vent or reblog stuff related to $h and mental health. This is also a fictive in a mixed origins OSDD system, not a roleplayer.

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Wait if I started making polls about whether a fictional character would be on Jiraiblr or Menherablr (or idk some other neighbor of these two communities) would that interest any of you? I'm genuinelyyyy asking if that'd be fun.

Ofc not every jirai or menhera might know the media but what if I summarized the character? Or y'all can just vote on "vibes" and character design.

And I'd take reqs even for characters I don't know much (I may need help if I don't know them for summarizing their character). I'm not even sure if there's already an account that does something like this.

My perception of time sucks, I'll know what day it is but think a whole week was a month, and that a whole month was just a week-

Aaaand details just get fuzzy (￣┰￣*)

I didn't get to farm for primos (laziness, but then also dormancy back in May), so whatever primos I find will be instantly used for single pulls on Lohen's banner and I'm going to lose my mind /silly

I'm probably going to be fine, I'm not exactly in love with his kit or how he works, so it'll hurt less if I end up having to give up on him 🥹

I'm having wayy more fun running around as Kinich or Zhibai, and Flins is slowly becoming a bit stronger too soooo, yeah Idk, who knows

Still not fully awake to do my room, but in less than 30mins I plan on finding the rest of my trash in my room, I'll start breaking down cardboard and then check if the trash and recycling bins are avalaible today.

Just give me a moment to drink something, use the restrooms, and wash my face.

I'd take a shower but I'm saving that for after this second cleaning session.

(so tiredddddddd 🥹😭 but they'll whip me if I don't do a little bit of cleaning to day /j)

Scheduling a post for the first time, anywayyyys appreciation post time!

OKAY SO I appreciate every moot I got, even when we don't interact as much or check on each other's blogs everyday, but I feel like I need to mention a few of you guys, say a few things that I liked about y'all.

@flotieclouds: you're one of my more recent moots, but you're really fun and silly, I love laughing my ass off whenever you send memes PLS don't lose your spark. I would totally like to know you a lil more outside of your silliness tho, I just need to figure out some topics we could talk abt maybe? We could start by occasionally sending songs recs if you want, I like music, but tell me if you got any other ideas :3

@96princessxx: meanwhile you're like, the first ever genuine moot that I had when I first joined this side of Tumblr!! I think your fashion taste and aesthetic (both online and irl) is cute, you're so stylish girlie ^^ I remember when you talked to me about orcas and the different groups of them, what they eat and where you'd find them. We don't talk or interact as much now, but that's fine, I like to check your blog occasionally just to see where you are at in life, or what posts caught your eye. I like how we include each other in reblog/tag games though.

@bunnybeauty-darksoul: you popped up as my first and only anon with a signoff, and the only sourcemate outside of my system that I genuinely interact with!! I love how talkative you are, sometimes I wish I was more enthusiastic abt oversharing so I could match your energy more. When I can't figure out what to comment on the little posts you make, I hope you still feel a lil seen when I like them, I just want you to be aware that I like checking up on you. Sometimes other alters really want to talk to you, but we don't have a lot going on irl and for some reason talking about our interests is scary at first @_@. I think something we could talk about is Zelda maybe? Yeah I should try that some time ^^ I should totally add that your blog theme is pretty, I still love it, it's got this cozy princess vibe :D

@stationaryribbons: we're very casual moots, we sort of just check each others' blogs and like each others' posts. I like casualness, it's something that really relaxes me tbh :) You're one of the moots who draws, I like what you make when you have time. I get shy to comment on some of your art cuz I don't want to feel like a copy n' paste compliment, so I just leave a like when I can't think of anything. I think you're overall a pretty nice moot, and whenever you've liked one of my posts I'm reminded to check on your blog to see what you've been up to. I like your most recent theme, Ragatha, and the reaction pics you choose of her really makes you more expressive I sometimes read your posts in her voice lol!!

@mumus-candied-bonezzz: we seem to get along by spam liking the living crap out of each others' blogs!! ╰(*°▽°*)╯ You also pop up in my inbox whenever that happens, and we just briefly acknowledge each others' coolness, you're one of the generous moots and you're not only generous to me, you're really generous to a whole lot of bloggers!! (I see those ppl thanking you for spamming or interacting hehe) There's not a whole lot I know about you tho, just that you've got a stylish theme for your blog, I really dig it. Mm, I can't remember if you reblogged any ask games but I'm tempted to do a few just to know a lil more about you if that's fine by you, not forcing!!

@fawnedupon; though you don't pop up as often in notifications, you were the first person to admit to watching my blog from afar and being anxious to follow, I literally never had anyone else admit that before and I was so flatteredly flabbergasted. I would NEVER imagine myself being that relatable or interesting to someone else like that, but I guess I can be sorta interesting. I think what you've posted is cool too, you can be pretty relatable, but also really informative!! I reblogged your posts about agoraphobia cuz it was genuinely educational ^^ Your theme is great, you're like the 3rd type of Len account I managed to be moots with. I hope you know that Len is part of the reason why I found out I'm trans, he really is a transgender icon 😭

I really hope I didn't forget anyone else, there's not a lot of people who interact with me as often as these guys, I think I interact with these guys the most out of every other moot I know (‾◡◝)

-> finds a jirai or menhera plural on tl

-> excitedly checks their intro post

-> "dni endos, endo supporters, traumaendo/mixed systems, etc"

-> immediately blocking and feeling disappointed (-> is in a mixed system)

-> repeat this a few dozen times

-> most recent block pissing me off so badly that I'm saying some totally nice things about them in my mind

-> wondering if there's actually any jirai or menhera plurals that'd allow me to interact (outside of current moots)