#yugokin

1. put all the important things from your canon on your blacklist

2. found a double of you to talk to instead, and

3. joined the only active kin server of our media (that i can't be in because i can't handle doubles) and have a bunch of friends from there now.

it just really, really sucks. no one from this media thinks of everyone as family. everyone is made Uncomfortable by it. it makes me feel like i'm somehow wrong or gross for wanting to talk to my family. i miss everyone so, so much. i miss my brother.

because like. as much as you wanted a boyfriend, you compared... every single guy to me... i remember you saying "i wish i could find a guy like you" and i never made the connection that I'M a guy like me.. hindsight is 2020 lmao! but at the same time i think that if we ever became purely romantic Boyfriend and Girlfriend it wouldn't have been the same. you wouldn't be just rin you'd be Rin My Girlfriend, you know? i have a feeling it'd just make things weird. so i'm kinda glad we never did. i was just your dumbass and you were just my smart and capable and pretty and badass best friend. and it was simple. and i miss it. uhm. anyway uhhhhhh i miss the bike 💔💔 d wheel epic comeback when 💔💔💔

lllloooooove 💓💕💞💖, your brother yugo

in canon compliant stuff, he's just... a demon. the demon duelist with a god complex chasing people's approval. but he's NOT that. not at all. my dad is rough around the edges, sure, but he's kind as he is tough. he's smart... STUPIDLY patient. it comes with the stubbornness. he wore these boots that clopped against our wood floors, and he had a pink cowboy hat that my brothers and i thought was SO funny that he had to hide it so we didn't tear it apart playing with it. he fell asleep towards the ends of movies. he'd say stuff like "that's my kid!" and "atta boy!" whenever we'd done something he was proud of. he taught us how to duel, gave us his prized dragons, because he thought they suited us. his face was usually stone, you could see gears turning in his head all the time. but he loved us, and we knew. we loved him too. he'll always be a part of me. and though it (and he) is much, much different now, in many ways we're still the same.

to any zarcs out there, you're more than your worst. before a god, you were a man, trying to give smiles to everyone. well, if nothing else, you gave me my smile. thank you. i won't ever forget you. love ya, dad.

best wishes from yugo! (Yu-Gi-Oh! Arc-V)