#yoush

It’s been 21 days since the last time I receive message from you, since the last time I heard your voice, since the last time I saw your face. . .

I’ve been wondering if you ever think about me or just remember me when you see somethings that will make you remember me. I miss you so much.. If you accidentally saw this and read I just want you to know I’m doing fine......

I’m trying my best not to be sad, not to cry at night because you don’t want to see me crying. I doing my best to keep myself busy and not look at our pictures because you know it will make me lonely. I eat breakfast, lunch and dinner because you don’t want me to skip meals.

Everyday I’m still on the process of accepting everything is over and it will not be the same anymore. I got used to do thing without you by myside.. 

Yoush, I miss you so much, I saw you in my dreams..

I miss your hugs and your kisses in my forehead..