14/August 2021
I’m absolutely fascinated by paranormal stuff, ghosts and other entities and energies, that exist with us. Despite me being curious about this stuff, somehow it makes me feel uncomfortable. Why am I feeling scared? I always ask myself, why am I watching this kind of stuff, that makes me feel paranoid. But then, maybe I’m not being paranoid, and what I’m thinking and feeling actually is real. I can’t imagine myself willingly visiting a place knowing that it’s haunted.
I was thinking about how I want to move back home, but I totally forgot the aspect of me feeling scared while staying in that house at night. It is kind of scary even in the daylight, because it feels like “you never know what is hiding in rooms that are not used”. Still it’s just an idea, because it can be anywhere, at anytime. When I was thinking about other places I’ve been living at, it was kind of scary everywhere, somewhere more, somewhere less.
I think I have to learn how to protect myself better.













