Pls use ur time today to share and post black stories. Here’s mine if you wanna take a break #nobody I’m really no one. I don’t go out of my way to be anybody except for the people I love. Somewhere along the way I stopped caring about telling people who I was and then I stopped caring about being someone too. But as life goes so do you and now I’m here just trying to share in spite of everything I’m black. Also white. Also native. I’m mixed. I have too many thoughts on everything going on. I keep going back to old memories and it feels like I’m dreaming. So I thought I’d tell y’all some stuff My fam doesn’t even know most of the details. I’ve asked my mom time and time again if it’s ok with her to talk about things and all she’s asked is for me to change names so far... #triggerwarning My mom is a vet. She luckily served short and had to leave, pregnant with my brother. She was stationed in Germany and Georgia. She was raped I mention this because it’s molded my life My father wasn’t around much. Left when I was three. My mom raised me and my brother alone. She had boyfriends and then married a man when I was young. I’m going to name this man Karma. I hope he doesn’t ever find this but if he does so be it. There’s a reason I chose Karma. Me, my mom, and him all moved to Tacoma, WA. We stayed in a family shelters. In my 7th grade year I moved from shelter to shelter escaping karma with my mom to only have him rejoin our home. She ended it with him while I was in high school and I shake just thinking of the times he was around. It’s like someone took the role of film that is my memories and blacked out all of that time. And if I go thinking on it I can remember but it’s hard and uncomfortable. #therapyhelps #needtostartagain So I’ve been in Oregon now almost 20 years. I love Oregon. I miss California some random facts to end this post: ✨I’m 30 years old♒️1990 #younggenes#gotitfrommymama ✨injured my leg in hs in play rehearsal and have back issues because of it #30andbroke ✨I was born in Redondo and think of the beach almost every day #missyou #💖 #beachlife4life Well I hope this distracted someone enough to escape there own woes 🙏🏽 (at Springfield, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/CA8MMChDPLZ/?igshid=1q3m49h1efxw4
