All I have wanted, my entire life, is to be a mother.
I am very maternal, it’s always come very natural to me.
For years, I have yearned and yearned to hold a baby in my arms that is my own.
Now that the possibility of this happening is in my line of sight, I’m worried.
I’m 22. My fiance is almost 24. We’ve been together for a little over 3 years. We’re strong. We’re stable. We’re finally on the same page. We have a plan.
But we’re young. And for some reason that bothers me, or worries me. I worry we won’t be able to provide for our child the way I would like to provide for them.
I subscribe to a handful of family vlogs, mostly two mom family vlogs. But they’re all at least 5-7 years older than us. I just wish I could find someone I could relate to, age-wise. I’ve found someone I can connect to based on my gender expression, but everyone’s so much older.
I know we can do it. I know we can do a great job. But why am I so worried?
Is there anyone out there who is a two mom family in their early-mid 20s who could share with me?
