#youneverwill

Try harder

I wish they'd understand me like I want them to.

*ignore my rant everyone* The thing is is i know you'll never be able to say you dont love me. Yet you continue to do this to me. Its about you, its always about you in your mind. You acted so fucking broken after i left for a few days, so i took you back and this is what you do to me? You leave me AGAIN? I fucking wish i could make you hurt like you've done to me but i couldn't. You're all i care about no matter what and i fucking hate it. I fucking hate that youre all i want, because i promise you you dont deserve my love. You'll regret this. One day you'll leave and i won't be there waiting for you for whenever you decide you want me again. I can fucking promise you that.

No. Don't even say you get it. You don't. You have a great life. A fucking perfect life. All you have to worry about is what your hair is going to look like the next day. Really, you don't even have to worry about that. It falls perfectly in place. Don't tell me it's okay when you have a perfect home and a perfect family and a beautiful face, no worries or problems. You don't get it.