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Letter to my ex husband:
I call you my ex husband because even though you won’t sign our divorce papers, you’re not my husband in my heart anymore. You have become a man I do not know. Ruined the woman who loved you through your flaws, because I am now so broken I don’t know that I will ever be able to love another man again.
Your children. OUR children. Their tears for you only fuel my anger and hurt over the things you’ve done and continue to do. How can you stand yourself when you’re breaking their hearts??? Our daughters first heartbreak was not supposed to be caused by her own father!
I’m so angry. Crushed. Exhausted. We were your FAMILY and you’ve deserted us! Yes, I am the one who wanted out. I left. But you left our kids. They cry for you, and I make excuses for you time and time again. Not wanting anyone to say anything badly about you so the kids don’t hear it, but dying inside because I keep my pain to myself.
I can not eat, I can not sleep, and when I do I’m automatically sick and no true rest comes from it. My body hurts from the stress of wondering how I’ll pay our bills because you’re too immature to help support them.
I carry this pain alone. This overwhelming guilt that I did this consumes me, when in fact it was your decision to choose alcohol over your family. How do I shield my children from those that hurt them, when it’s their father doing the most damage?
Do you ever feel guilty? Do you ever wonder about them? Do you even think about their feelings when you choose to be somewhere else on the day you were supposed to spend with them?
They are the most beautiful souls I’ve ever met. Loving fiercely enough that it could warm the coldest of hearts. But you are missing out on that. I would feel sorry for you...except all feelings other than anger for you have been replaced with more anger and hurt than I’ve experienced in my life. And that is quiet an amount.
Horrible horrible horrible horrible
5:58AM
I should stop letting people become important to me. It hurts more when they choose to leave.
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I have decided this summer is all about good times and new adventures. I don't have time to dwell on the past or be soured by other peoples actions so moving forward I will only respond to and surround myself with the positive. I will be cutting ties with those who have nothing but negativity.
Let's get something straight here. I loved you. I loved you with everything I had in me. But it was never good enough for you, I was never good enough for you. I would have done anything to keep you by my side, but you pushed me away for so long that I gave up. I'm walking away from this and I can promise I'm never looking back. It's gong to hurt, and it's going to be tough, but I can't keep on going with the way things are between us. It's over and it's been over for the longest time. We both just didn't want to believe it. As much as it kills to say this, we aren't meant to be in each others' lives anymore. We aren't the same two people we used to be. We've changed. You're not the same girl I fell in love with. That girl, well, she's gone. So what's the point of loving her if she doesn't exist anymore?I wanted to be with the girl who fought for me more than anyone had ever, the girl who led me to believe when I was with her, I had nothing to worry about, the girl who I thought was different from all the rest. But it turns out, I was completely wrong. You left me so many times when I needed you the most. Every time I begged you to stay, you always found a reason to leave.So now, as you sit here to beg me not to let go, I, for once, can't think of a reason to stay. Yeah, I do love you, but being in love with you isn't enough anymore. Our love isn't enough anymore. I have to walk away from this, even though it's probably going to destroy me.
