Have you ever just sat back and watched your life around you? 

Some people say they hate their life and that makes me sad. Sure, some people may have pretty good reasons for thinking so, or sometimes they just can't help it. But, for me, I think it is sad.

We were brought into this scary world without a wonder why? Or how? We just kind of showed up because two people either decided to bring us into this world or by accident. Yeah the world is fucked up in so many ways.. but have you really just sat back and watched it? 

Have you ever just sat there and zone out even in the middle of one of your friends talks about what she did at school or what she did over the christmas break? 

Sometimes I catch myself thinking "wow... life is funny" I go day to day living my life and experiencing what life has to offer. What a lot of people don't realize is we are here for a reason.. no body knows it but it's out there and I hope one day we find it. I hope that one day we can all enjoy the life we have. Some of us "hate" our lives and don't think it is fair, but we are the only ones who can make our life better. We can only count on our selves.. If you want your life to be better if you want a miracle to happen.. go do it. Nevermind those who say you can't, nevermind those who bring you down... nevermind those who say you aren't worth it, that you don't deserve it. 

If we want a happy life, throw away all the negativity.